So this has been a terrible day so far. It's f***ing windy, my friends are giving me the silent treatment for no reason, I haven't gotten my period yet, I gained 5 pounds, my grandmother fell, my uncle is in intensive care, my therapist is on holiday so I couldn't talk to her about my problems, my stepdad has a nasty habit of turning up the tv so loudly, and to top it all off, my meal delivery service had to use UPS to deliver my meals (because the regular driver is also on holiday) and I missed them because I was in the bathroom.
Nothing ever goes my way anymore, I didn't do much today because of my depression. As I stated before, my therapist is on vacation and my friends are ignoring me, so I only have my mom to talk to. But I know she won't live forever, so eventually, I will die alone.
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Black cat on duty