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Perhaps starting with forgiveness will help. I wish you the best of luck in this endeavour.

I hear you.
Apparently you ignore the reality and make your own.

Thanks, Izzy and I have our work cut out.

I'm a part of a mobile church. Basically a building is rented for the weekend, I help set up the equipment alongside several other volunteers, and when all the events have taken place, pack everything up to be taken to a central location for storage until the following weekend. This has been how I've spent my weekends for nearly the past 3 years.

As of a few months ago though, I decided to join a secondary team used on certain occasions that is responsible for handing out free stuff pertaining to the specific event (this past Sunday along with the next 3 has been about handing out drinks and popcorn to the guests). It was something I pushed myself into to get accustomed to being around strangers, and hopefully not be too awkward around them.

Not sure how well it's worked, but I haven't really received any complaints. It's just... I've made a few careless mistakes that were so easily preventable, which are nagging at me. Other people just seem leaps and bounds ahead in sociability.

I've closed my blinds late this afternoon after 4 weeks of cold weather.

My mind feels messed up.
My life here I don't want, but I still have hope.
My body hurts a bit.
I want someone I know to wise up, so badly it hurts me.

Did that chain of events prior to my birth influence how I would turn out? Would I still have been the same person had it not occurred? Am I what I am now because of it, or in spite of it?

It has been unusually cold here, in the 40s. That's nothing compared to what some people go through but, for us, that's unusual.

Turtles have seven different flavors of meat. I'm hungry for some turtle soup.

p(iss)erk

Appetite gone haywire as usual

Nothing great to eat, but gorged anyways

"Life" dead end

Going nowhere

Too far gone

Unemployable and unemployed

The former aikido instructor should never have let the spoiled upper middle brat into aikido

"What" is not the etiquette equivalent of "excuse me"

Nobody will hire me

Breast fat, Cooper's ligaments, breast tissue, breast cancer

SOne things can't be forgiven

Apology necessary but insufficient

Financial reparations

Nobody wants to be my precious lil "friend"

Dogs on leash

Commitments kept

Not judgmental

why is someone using the casual "what" instead of the formal "excuse me" so upsetting?

again i feel like i'll be alone forever.

I feel you'll find someone.

right now i don't think i can trust anyone. i'm too easy to manipulate and i'm unattractive to boot.

I wonder if Bruce Lee hit on Joe Lewis' woman , if that happened then I cant blame Joe for being pissed :p

Then you have Tiana , Lee tried to convince Sterling Silliphant that he was wrong for her as he supposedly had the hots for her himself