I'm thinking of stuff that I may bake for myself because this month is my birthday.
... Ignoring my sleep deprivation, it's like I lost a layer of internal distractions that can add a subtle and mild degree of ADD-like symptom.
My processing space from my head, taken up my constant maladaptive daydreaming, is now freed up and most of it went to my visual processing...
Everything I see became a bit more detailed and vivid than usual. It's not my eyesight, it's my head's focus.
Making everything feel a bit more present than ever.
Isn't this what I want?
Now I had to figure the habit of my eyes overfocusing. It's like a constant tunnel vision, now I'm getting more details and a wider tunnel vision. I blame screen time.
Not that I can fully enjoy this at the moment... Or today whole day until tomorrow.
I skipped an entire night of sleep. I'm still adjusting to this notable internal change. This time, instead of from my chest, it's from my head.