What's on your mind right now?

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i would give it a good sniffing first.

Keep your biohazardous waste in a secure location, not in random places of the house.
Please and thank you.

(And your shoes, too)

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AuDHD
Neurofibromatosis Type II (NF2)

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I'm gonna make this Szechaun dish.


https://www.gimmesomeoven.com/sizzlin-s ... -stir-fry/

https://www.gimmesomeoven.com/szechuan-sauce/


Review to follow.

My mind is pretty vacant right now. I’m choosing to blame COVID. Formulating sentences is hard. I’m impressed that I can normally manage it with few problems. People is smart.

really do *not* wanna go to work tomorrow:

takes too much time, energy and $$$ to take the bus over there
almost getting hit by cars a couple times a day
tripping over garbage in the parking lot
day laborers
litterbox

heavy lifting, ass holes refusing to "help" ("you can't lift that?" "am i helping you or are you helping me?") (rolls eyes)
micromanaging coworkers, tattletale tom,
extreme weather
loud, rude, impatient, entitled coworkers and customers
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sister texted today to tell me to pull weeds every couple of days. what the flying f**k? the weeds do not grow so fast that i have to pull them every couple of days, s**t! now i have to go to home depot and waste one hundred bucks on a f*****g lawn mower. s**t! my worthless corpse is way too weak and slow and painful and old to be pulling weeds!

when i was working i thought it a cursed situation that made me choose between working a hell job and eating, or living under a bridge and starving.

Just because masking is now 10x easier for me now, doesn't mean that's the standard or default I put myself on a daily basis.

Easier, not easier -- I refuse.



In any case...
Turning 29.

I had to keep reminding myself that it's only been barely 2 months since the change that I wanted to happen, barely less than a week ago attaining a breakthrough.
In one of those months, wasted being sick for nearly a month long.

I had to remind myself that I progressed a lot compared to decades long with random in between spurts.

I had to remind myself that I'm not even my 100%.
I had to remind myself that I'm only starting and able to start at all.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

What on earth was that dream

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AuDHD
Neurofibromatosis Type II (NF2)

He/him they/them
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Feel free to send me a PM!

I bet Elbow have never had so much free publicity before

Early fighter planes.

From when^