What's the last weirdest dream you had?

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quite frankly almost all my dreams are mundane and boring. and that is "As Good As it Gets."

got dreams about eating fattening merchandise. got dreams about doing pullups.

once dreamt about getting a high score on a test and winning a lot of $$.

once dreamt about getting gynecomastia.

one dreamt about a magic carpet ride. (like in Aladin). so i would say the carpet ride was the weirdest lately.

^^^ more often than not, i'll dream and it'll evaporate in the morning before I can jot it down.

^^^that sounds like an eastern wisdom dream.

^^^^^^^^ enlightenment sneaks up on one, in occasional sorties.

I don't mind watching sports with attractive [scantily clad] people in them, I turn the sound down and the music up. monster vehicle competitions are also diverting.

[quote="auntblabby"]I don't mind watching sports with attractive [scantily clad] people in them, I turn the sound down and the music up. monster vehicle competitions are also diverting.[/quote
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after i started Gender Therapy in 2004 and age 21, have not had much sex drive. before that, used to be attracted to cisgender straight males. a disproportionate number of them were civil or mechanical engineers. and white. socially adept, but not too outgoing.

and at this point, after clinical depression, autism, and Gender Identity Disorder. and have only had minimum wage jobs, and got fired. it takes a lot of energy to imagine someone might be willing to engage in a romantic relationship with me.

to the point where i just have not gotten attracted to anyone for over ten years.

on the other hand, though. plenty of precious lil "people" used to appear so awesome, to me. that i stupidly put the "halo effect" on them. but almost all of them were totally homophobic or had other serious, profound flaws.

but nobody is perfect.

anyways whatever.

took most of my life to learn to never put another human being upon a pedestal. almost none are worthy of such.

I once dreamed that somebody asked me to play tennis. This was years ago, when I was still just watching tennis, not yet taking lessons.

i dreamt a best friend OD'ed on codeine. i tried to take him to the hospital but he evaporated. all the while i was surreptitiously carrying a surgical scalpel with me in my wallet. i hid it now and then on shelves of places i went to, at work. i had to return some kind of reference book to the library at work, only their computer system flummoxed me, much to the annoyance of the library bureaucrats who just thought i was the stupidest thing. i was there with my best friend, and i turned around and found him slumped on the floor, he told me he OD'ed on codeine, i retrieved the scalpel i hid on a bookshelf, stuck it in my wallet, and tried to take him to the ER but then he evaporated and i found myself in my tin can out in the woods, i heard a funny noise outside and so i opened the door and saw an odd fluorescent butterscotch-colored old dodge van in the driveway, it was lit from within in a most curious fluorescent way. then i turned around, closed and locked the door only to have, within a second, somebody stick a key in the door and open it, barge in, stride confidently into my bedroom and tell ME to get out of HIS house! then just before he started shoving me to the door, i awoke.