auntblabby
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22 Jun 2018, 4:44 pm
I was jolted away by some scariness that as soon as I was jolted awake, promptly evaporated. 
auntblabby
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25 Jun 2018, 7:09 pm
25 Jun 2018, 8:02 pm
Well, in his defense medical terminology is HARD, trust me!
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auntblabby
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25 Jun 2018, 8:04 pm
25 Jun 2018, 8:58 pm
Well, in his defense medical terminology is HARD, trust me!
that might have been a simple [but decades-delayed] replay of something I saw fleetingly, on duty in the hospital I useta work in back in the 90s.
Ah! Well I k ow that sometimes I dream of things I have seen, or wish to see. Like this time I dream of gigantic boxes of cereal at the stores, I'm talking four-feet high boxes of cinnamon toast crunch!
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auntblabby
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Joined: 12 Feb 2010
Gender: Male
Posts: 113,810
Location: the island of defective toy santas
25 Jun 2018, 9:04 pm
Well, in his defense medical terminology is HARD, trust me!
that might have been a simple [but decades-delayed] replay of something I saw fleetingly, on duty in the hospital I useta work in back in the 90s.
Ah! Well I k ow that sometimes I dream of things I have seen, or wish to see. Like this time I dream of gigantic boxes of cereal at the stores, I'm talking four-feet high boxes of cinnamon toast crunch!
do you like cereal and want more of it?
27 Jun 2018, 7:30 am
27 Jun 2018, 8:32 pm
Well, in his defense medical terminology is HARD, trust me!
that might have been a simple [but decades-delayed] replay of something I saw fleetingly, on duty in the hospital I useta work in back in the 90s.
Ah! Well I k ow that sometimes I dream of things I have seen, or wish to see. Like this time I dream of gigantic boxes of cereal at the stores, I'm talking four-feet high boxes of cinnamon toast crunch!
do you like cereal and want more of it?
I love cereal!
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Ya, I'm weird like that...
29 Jun 2018, 2:30 am
29 Jun 2018, 5:48 am
29 Jun 2018, 9:11 am
29 Jun 2018, 12:02 pm
i dreamt that i was going to the theater to see a movie with some people i knew, they weren't specified. Kol worked at that theater, and i can't remember whether or not i knew that. she came with the rest of us and she was wearing her work outfit, naturally. she approached a hidden doorway that matched the rest of the wall and locked it.
outside of the show, we stopped. we looked at each other.
i don't know how it led into this, but i suddenly found myself in this warm, tight embrace of hers. i was completely ensconced in her arms and her affection. her...skinny arms, mine clasped as tight around her equally skinny body, but it didn't feel that way. everything else melted away. i felt like i was floating. she caressed me, ran her hands through my hair and we said nothing. there was no sound but that of our own breaths and the rustling of clothes. i had completely forgotten about the movie. her head next to mine.
i felt safe. i felt truly loved. i felt like nothing else mattered, and in that moment...it truly didn't. that was legitimately, the happiest i've felt in a very, very long time.
of course when i awoke i felt dejected, hopeless and i started crying. 
i've always wanted to hold her and let her know everything will be alright, but perhaps as much as that, i want to BE held, be loved and cuddled and have someone run their hands through my hair like she used to do, years ago. i guess i didn't realize how much i wanted it until i had this dream.
and i hope it becomes reality.
is that a crime..
29 Jun 2018, 2:58 pm
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