Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Meh. Sorry to hear that. Lack of sleep is a bi**h and then some.

Fingers crossed you and sleep can get some bonding in though, and that it ends up not being rough.

SO and I are in a fight that I don’t understand.

When I am upset, I need to be held tight, and told that everything is OK.

When she is upset, she doesn’t want to be touched, and loves to point out that nothing is OK and never will be.


This makes me unhappy; Fills me with up with fear and anxiety, and causes me to pick/cut holes in myself until I stop worrying about it for a moment, because I am forced to focus instead on cleaning up the mess and hiding the evidence.

Yes that's why I covered it in a spoiler.

The kitchen is hot enough that I don't want to eat. Certainly don't want to make cinnamon spice bread, which is what I'd be doing if not for the nuclear fusion happening a mere 93 million miles away.

My eye was hurting this morning, I don’t know why, I was teary eyed. I REALLY HATE summer, I wish I have portable air conditioner or a great fan to move air around, I have an air conditioner, it don’t work too good, I have Psoriasis.

SSDD

Emotional overeating

Walgreens pharmacy changed hours today and I could not pick up prescription. (Should have planned ahead)

Heavy traffic (parade). (Should have planned ahead)

Some idiot had the nerve to bark "what" at me

Some idiot had an open flame on a barbeque

Nobody wrote my worthless corpse a letter of apology (that is to be expected)

Ants

Flies

Spiders

Clogged sink

Allergies. Feels like someone's shoving needles up my nose atm and my eye sockets are lined with sandpaper. If I take any more antihistamine today it will knock me out and I need to be functional because I'm responsible for people.

Also there was a dog loose in this town I drive through and it kept running across the road so I stopped and tried to catch it then some other people came to help and they caught it and then let it go again and I was following it for ages and someone else caught it and then they also let it go and by that time the dog was so freaked out it just bolted and I couldn't keep up. I don't know what happened to it and I knackered my foot trying to keep up.

My mom accused me of going out of the neighborhood in order to avoid helping her with yard work.

I went to the pharmacy to obtain refills I needed, then the post office and after ate lunch.

I am now at a library that is located near our house.

My boyfriend was drunk today even though he's given up drinking. He only had 4 beers but judging by his behaviour it sounded like he had 14 beers. I hope this is just a one-off.

Rain and dark clouds.

Conflict in the family

hugs

Four gun shots fired in one of the houses/yards on the road behind me today. Normally, I'd dismiss it as lingering 4th of july shenanigans, but it's raining out today. No one is out being festive with bullets. This is something else entirely. Meh. The joys of crazy neighbors. I swear, I hate this neighborhood more and more as time goes on. Between the drug dealers and junkies and the weird association trying to gentrify the area it's one pain in the a** or another here anymore. If I could afford to move, I'd be out of here.

Binge eating. I forgot that I have a binge eating issue that Wellbutrin made go away. F