Kiprobalhato wrote:
i hope so too britte, but hope is waning rapidly.
i have been searching for methods, answers, closure...for five years now, and that's a lot when you've been around for only 20.
That is, indeed, a lot of time to wait for answers, methods and closure, and, to begin to move forward. You may have residual grief that hasn't been processed, or, perhaps it is a matter of letting go of the person or the experience, in it's entirety. I could recommend some excellent literature, pertaining to the grieving process, and grieving the loss of a loved one, if you would like me to. An understanding of grief and the process of grieving, could be extremely, beneficial to you and your plight, if I may say so. I'm sorry I had not seen your post, sooner. I hope you will receive this, at some point. If you were to want to converse with me, about anything, I would be happy to help you, in any way that I can. I am not a doctor, obviously, but, I have a good bit of personal experience in this area. ~Wishing you peace.