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There's nobody in the common room and it's really boring. (Sorry; here in Montreal the day just started so I don't have anything better to post.)

Waiting around for my parents to leave on their trip. They come home Monday.

Mental fog stinks! Last week, it was murderously hot and I was close to fainting. I am glad I didn't have a tennis lesson last week because I would probably have taken to the hospital with heatstroke. Just moving around normally left me bathed in sweat. I also couldn't do anything.

Nothing. All the hard work is finished....

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I think it's a pity this forum is slowly dying.

I feel rushed today.

One of the other tenants in my building, who also happens to be an ex-cop AND is on the board of the housing association and therefore is part of the decisions around this place (read: considers himself as having power here), looks at me like I'm DIRT anytime I happen to pass him by walking along the street, locally. He even fully comes to a stop and STARES at me as if waiting for me to do something he doesn't like (he once tried to get me in trouble for feeding some birds).

I'm SICK OF IT. My spidey sense always knows he has stopped to watch me because I always look back and there he is, doing exactly that.

So just now I stopped dead and stared back at HIM. He walked on.

BUT I'M f*****g SICK OF THIS BS FROM THIS A-HOLE.

He acts like he's monitoring a teenager with an Asbo. I feel robbed of my dignity just from one encounter with this prick.

PLEASE GOD GET ME OUT OF THIS BUILDING FROM HELL. I NEED TO WIN THE LOTTERY. OR SOMETHING. I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS BUILDING OR I'M GOING TO f*****g THROW MYSELF OFF THE BRIDGE ON THE CORNER. I NEED A MIRACLE.

Walked past my old place of work today, where I met my ex, and it somehow brought back a tonne of memories I'd rather not dwell upon for the sake of my frayed sanity. Knowing he has moved on and even has a fiance makes me feel such... a devil's brew... of emotions. I get truly vile thoughts, but the stupidest part of this is that I almost enjoy the sensations because of their sheer strength, even though they're grounded in anger. It makes me feel human that I can even get that angry, still.

The lack of Despicable Me merchandise in shops now, especially Balthazar Bratt stuff...

My legs are hurting, my arm hurting & I have colitis

there is a guy from university asking for me to borrow him my camera and i told him i couldn't borrow him and he keep insisting and now (it's almost 11pm) he called me!! ! i feel so annoyed. i'm specially annoyed because very few people have my number because i hate getting calls :/ someone give him my number, that's so disrespectful!



edit: HE CAME TO MY HOUSE. i'm frightened.

waiting for a phone call.

not being listened to.

mother

having to go to the mall.

Pissed off - I had today set up so I wouldn't have to interact with a relative at all, all day. Just one damn day without them in my face. Then just before I finish work, I get a text telling me they want something, and then they call to discuss the intimate details of it all, and tell me they are coming over to get it. I floor it back to temporary place I'm staying for a while, gather what they wanted, put it outside, then floor it far enough away again to text them and tell them where it is, all so I didn't have to see them. Speaking to them already f*cked up my whole golden relative-free day, I was NOT going to see them. I got in a panic because they were going to go and get a key from another relative, and I hadn't been expecting to have to hide everything about my entire life just to get a modicum of privacy like usual, so had left personal things all over the place I did not want them to see.
I also looked transgender because I wasn't expecting to have to play act cis because I wasn't around them, and the idea of them seeing me exposed like that was just no. I was paranoid about getting "caught" then all afternoon, paranoid they were going to turn up because unfortunately they know where I am, and catching me in a compromising position without my BS mask on.
I am so sick of this shite. I want them out of my life.