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06 Jun 2012, 3:15 pm

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I just don't know anymore. Maybe it's the vision of my future I have of me growing old, dying alone never having known the warmth of another. Maybe it's the fact that other the last few days I have said things on this forum I KNOW are completely wrong and irrational and have upset people to the point where I am no longer capable of redeeming myself. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to keep people interested in me or to try and make myself interesting eventually people just drift away from me, leaving me alone and feeling less and less capable of bonding with others. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to reach out to people on this forum they seem to just turn their heads and my words fall on death ears, even though I have been lead to believe that this is a community. I don't f***ing know anymore why doesn't someone ASK ME WHAT I f***ing FEEL FOR A f***ing CHANGE!! WHY DOESN'T SOMEONE SO f***ing ASK!! WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BE f***ing HUMAN!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS f***ing PLACE!! !

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06 Jun 2012, 3:18 pm

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I just don't know anymore. Maybe it's the vision of my future I have of me growing old, dying alone never having known the warmth of another. Maybe it's the fact that other the last few days I have said things on this forum I KNOW are completely wrong and irrational and have upset people to the point where I am no longer capable of redeeming myself. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to keep people interested in me or to try and make myself interesting eventually people just drift away from me, leaving me alone and feeling less and less capable of bonding with others. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to reach out to people on this forum they seem to just turn their heads and my words fall on death ears, even though I have been lead to believe that this is a community. I don't f***ing know anymore why doesn't someone ASK ME WHAT I f***ing FEEL FOR A f***ing CHANGE!! WHY DOESN'T SOMEONE SO f***ing ASK!! WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BE f***ing HUMAN!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS f***ing PLACE!! !

Welcome to my life.


Well at least I'm not alone. Can I live with you?


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06 Jun 2012, 3:22 pm

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I just don't know anymore. Maybe it's the vision of my future I have of me growing old, dying alone never having known the warmth of another. Maybe it's the fact that other the last few days I have said things on this forum I KNOW are completely wrong and irrational and have upset people to the point where I am no longer capable of redeeming myself. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to keep people interested in me or to try and make myself interesting eventually people just drift away from me, leaving me alone and feeling less and less capable of bonding with others. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to reach out to people on this forum they seem to just turn their heads and my words fall on death ears, even though I have been lead to believe that this is a community. I don't f***ing know anymore why doesn't someone ASK ME WHAT I f***ing FEEL FOR A f***ing CHANGE!! WHY DOESN'T SOMEONE SO f***ing ASK!! WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BE f***ing HUMAN!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS f***ing PLACE!! !

Welcome to my life.


Well at least I'm not alone. Can I live with you?

Only if you are a cute girl with a high libido.



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06 Jun 2012, 3:24 pm

Uprising wrote:
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I just don't know anymore. Maybe it's the vision of my future I have of me growing old, dying alone never having known the warmth of another. Maybe it's the fact that other the last few days I have said things on this forum I KNOW are completely wrong and irrational and have upset people to the point where I am no longer capable of redeeming myself. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to keep people interested in me or to try and make myself interesting eventually people just drift away from me, leaving me alone and feeling less and less capable of bonding with others. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to reach out to people on this forum they seem to just turn their heads and my words fall on death ears, even though I have been lead to believe that this is a community. I don't f***ing know anymore why doesn't someone ASK ME WHAT I f***ing FEEL FOR A f***ing CHANGE!! WHY DOESN'T SOMEONE SO f***ing ASK!! WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BE f***ing HUMAN!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS f***ing PLACE!! !

Welcome to my life.


Well at least I'm not alone. Can I live with you?

Only if you are a cute girl with a high libido.


I am, that picture of me on this forum was just a trick of the light.


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06 Jun 2012, 3:32 pm

DanRaccoon wrote:
Uprising wrote:
DanRaccoon wrote:
Uprising wrote:
DanRaccoon wrote:
I just don't know anymore. Maybe it's the vision of my future I have of me growing old, dying alone never having known the warmth of another. Maybe it's the fact that other the last few days I have said things on this forum I KNOW are completely wrong and irrational and have upset people to the point where I am no longer capable of redeeming myself. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to keep people interested in me or to try and make myself interesting eventually people just drift away from me, leaving me alone and feeling less and less capable of bonding with others. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to reach out to people on this forum they seem to just turn their heads and my words fall on death ears, even though I have been lead to believe that this is a community. I don't f***ing know anymore why doesn't someone ASK ME WHAT I f***ing FEEL FOR A f***ing CHANGE!! WHY DOESN'T SOMEONE SO f***ing ASK!! WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BE f***ing HUMAN!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS f***ing PLACE!! !

Welcome to my life.


Well at least I'm not alone. Can I live with you?

Only if you are a cute girl with a high libido.


I am, that picture of me on this forum was just a trick of the light.

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06 Jun 2012, 5:06 pm

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06 Jun 2012, 5:58 pm

Had a dream last night that my former best friend/love interest and I were back on good terms with each other, and since in that particular dream same-sex marriage was legal, I was going to ask her to marry me.

Why does this make me sad?

Because that will never happen in real life. I'm not talking about same-sex marriage - that will most likely become legal with time - but about my relationship with my former best friend/love interest. It's been like over 7 years since the argument that ended our friendship, but something inside me just doesn't want to let it go. She was the first person who I ever truly fell in love with, and all these years later I still feel like she is the only one who would ever be "right" for me. I love her so much that I can even imagine raising children with her, and normally I hate kids.

She slips into my daydreams frequently, and I have nighttime dreams about her on a regular basis. I'm not sure whether the daydreams are causing the nighttime dreams or vice-versa, or if they both feed into each other. Either way it's taking a toll on me emotionally. I have tried talking to therapists about it but they basically blow me off, saying "you just need to let it go". Maybe I don't have the right tools for letting it go and if they would have actually given me some advice instead of just telling me what every average Joe on the street tells me, I would have gotten over it. :evil:



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06 Jun 2012, 6:20 pm

At least you did fall in love. I and others have yet to feel such a thing.


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07 Jun 2012, 2:34 am

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At least you did fall in love. I and others have yet to feel such a thing.

A good friend of mine once told me that he has never fallen in love before. I actually envy people like you two, because if I had never known what it was like to fall in love, then I would also never know what it feels like to have my heart broken. They say it is better to love and lose than never love at all, but I seriously question the validity of that statement. I'll probably spend the rest of my life pining after my unattainable would-be life partner, but one who has never known love can spend their time and emotional energy more wisely, on healthier thoughts.



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07 Jun 2012, 3:16 am

I ate some fruit salad that had pineapple in it, and I'm allergic to pineapple.

Not allergic as in, "OMG my throat is closing... /gag/ /choke/ /dead/," but rather "my tongue feels like it had been dipped in acid and paint stripper and whenever something touches it I want to cry or bang my head on the floor (or, usually, both)."

Aw well, at least I'll lose a little weight.



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07 Jun 2012, 4:46 am

my essay is due tomorrow. i have written aprox 1000 words. it is a 2500 word essay. due 4pm. i suck.



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07 Jun 2012, 8:54 am

I think I missed seeing someone on another site by about 10 minutes, they haven't shown uo again since. :(



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07 Jun 2012, 9:11 am

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07 Jun 2012, 9:27 am

My kitten has diarrhea, he won't eat pretty much anything besides baby food, I like to stay home a lot but now I'm trapped in the house because if I go out the kitten will cry for me (I haven't left the house in over two weeks except to bring the kitten to the vet once), and I'm expecting to get some money but I have no idea when or how much. I'm not patient with waiting and uncertainty about the future bothers me.



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07 Jun 2012, 9:29 am

Running towards the nearest toilet in London between stations, I was this close to pissing myself *holds thumb and forefinger as close together as possible without them touching.*


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