What are you obsessing about at this moment?

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Wanting to perform as an actor.

Also as a rapper for some reason lol

Completing homework for my French class.

To prevent my phone reaching 100% charge while downloading an update, I unplugged it for a while.

Now I'm scared I've damaged the battery anyway by doing so

I am obsessing over if people are talking about me behind my back

The finish on my cabinets.
Spray, sand, spray, sand, spray, sand, spray.
Can't stop until it's perfect.

About finishing up the house-hold cleaning before work starts day after.

Pumpkin soup.

Whether or not I want to get something to eat right now and how good the breeze from the ceiling fan feels on me.
and as always, Doctor Who and Torchwood

What I'm planning to buy online with the extra 100$ I got this weekend.

Overtone singing.
I can't quite believe that sound comes out of a human.

Medical alert ID bracelets. Whichever I get, there is always a problem - the first type pinched the hairs on my arms as it was a metal stretchy watchband style, and it always swiveled around so the ID plate was under my wrist and I kept having to adjust it and be aware of it and it annoyed me. So I tried tightening it by one bead and it was too tight. Then the second kind was a nylon type band with a clasp on it, which was fine when I was cold but too tight when I was hot, and couldn't be adjusted. Plus the plate was tiny and soft plastic so it damaged easily and hard to see. Then I got another kind which was a titanium cuff bracelet and the engraving was just engraved, not laser engraved, so almost impossible to read. I filled it in with a sharpie which was ok for a while until that started rubbing off, and then the medical symbol fell off altogether. I tried superglueing it back on and it just fell off again.
I have a new one which is a silicone band, but those standard sizes NEVER fit me properly, being either too loose and annoyingly flopping around my wrist and getting stuck up my forearm, or so tight so my hand almost drops off.
All the bands I research online aren't right either.
I intend to design my own, and make it EXACTLY the way I want it. Looking for supplies tomorrow - I'm thinking try making one out of a watch band with a fabric plate overlaid with plastic (which is handy as I can have more information about shutdown on the underside) fully adjustable, or making some DIY adjustable ones out of silicone baking sheets - how to emboss or otherwise mark them is trickier, as sharpies may "bleed" especially when worn a lot.
If successful in this custom venture, I intend to offer some custom made for free on WP for anyone who wears one!

How society is making me feel guilty and ashamed for eating anything that's not an organic vegetable, use of "screen time", drinking caffeinated tea and everything else that still makes my life somewhat bearable, which, according to "them" are exactly what's making me depressed and anxious and I might as well become an alcoholic chain-smoker on top of it.

How I'm nearly out of Lorazepam because of an idiotic misunderstanding about what medication refill I needed the most. I normally take two pills twice a day but I had to decrease it to one pill a day today and I'm worried I won't be able to get the refill tomorrow even though the weekend will be over because my stupid shrink quack doctor won't answer the fax message the pharmacy sent him.

How I haven't posted any more comments on Youtube for about a couple of weeks except for a livestream kitten video because a bunch of highly educated (snark) individuals made a bunch of comments about autism. Apparently being a wackjob flat earth believer who harasses people from Nasa and asks why they hate America are autistic. After telling these incredibly intelligent people (snark snark) what my personal feelings were about them I turned on my Firefox app that hides Youtube comments. Of course that won't make the sub-humans who post such comments disappear.

Idiotic stuff.

When I'll get the opportunity to take another behind the wheel driving test

Additionally, as always, cats

painting Auxilia Palatina

Tennis-specifically, if Rafael Nadal win his tenth French Open title. He's going to have some tough competition ahead, likely Djokovic and Murray, but I think he can do it. I hope he has an easy match today against countryman Pablo Carreno Busta.