Depression??
I am normally a happy person, I always have been. UNLESS, I don't have anything productive to do. I love going to school or just going anywhere at all. I just love to be busy doing just about anything as long as it's out of the house. I love my house and the people in it but I hate being stuck here all day. My parents think I am ungreatful because I can't be happy sitting around like they can. But I am not! I am very thankful for the people and things I have in my life. I try to tell them that all the time but they still think I am ungreatful. But then last week I was upset because I sat at home all day and they thought I was depressed and that I need meds because my mother and father and uncle all have depression problems. The plan was that I was going to see a doctor about it. But they changed their minds and now I am ungreatful and now I get punished for being bored and complaining about it. What the crap?! And it's not just normal bordem either. I get sad and want to die and have horriable thoughts, thats why I hate being bored. Horrible thoughts enter my mind and they take over for about two days and then I am back to normal. What should I do?
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