MaterialDefender wrote:
Same here.
I am always worried I will look or say something stupid when talking to someone and they will think I am ret*d or not like me. This even goes for people online too. I lurked around for a while on this forum being too nervous to sign up
I once ended up in tears as a result of an online experience. I earned the ire of a person as a result of my exposing my ignorance on a particular subject. He rolled his eyes, upon which I panicked and attempted to defend myself, inventing excuses for what I'd written. A pathetic spectacle! While lying in bed I couldn't avoid the thought that I'd shone a spotlight on my stupidity for all to see.