I think I was in my teens. I discovered if I had my head cut open and had a new brain put in so I would be like everyone else, I wouldn't be me. I wouldn't have my obsessions and I wouldn't know trivia, I wouldn't have a great of memory. I would lose my gifts. I don't think I would be into computer or video games all the time then. It was also at the time I started to accept being different and didn't want to change it.
Yes I have something but I have gotten better as I got older. Six years ago I was worse.
Joined: 25 Oct 2008 Age: 61 Gender: Female Posts: 3,154
08 Jan 2009, 3:34 am
46... in 2008.
prior to that it had never occurred to me it could be neurological. my perpetual internal catch-cry after any social interactions was always "what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me?" Followed by obsessive analysis of every social exchange i tried to partake in.
an entire lifetime of wondering why there was an inability in me to "gel" with others in social situations.
Joined: 15 Oct 2008 Age: 44 Gender: Female Posts: 148
08 Jan 2009, 4:37 am
millie wrote:
46... in 2008. prior to that it had never occurred to me it could be neurological. my perpetual internal catch-cry after any social interactions was always "what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me?" Followed by obsessive analysis of every social exchange i tried to partake in.
an entire lifetime of wondering why there was an inability in me to "gel" with others in social situations.
LOL< exactly. I was actually doing that when I came on tonight.
Prior to that I put all my differences down to parental upbringing, and food intolerances, ( both of which are factors, but are not, I now realise, the whole story ). It was an enormous relief to find out about AS/Aspergers, and it explained so many things, not only "me", but stuff about life in general.