Heterosexual receiving homophobic abuse

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To make a long story short. As a child I was accused by other boys of raping another boy. (He stated I had. He smiled as he said it. Had it happened I don't think he would be smiling). That was impossible since I was and am incapable of such crime. It has ruined my life. Receiving slurs and physical attack. My orientation is entirely for women. I have Aspergers, cognitive deficit and cerebral atrophy. I feel purposely mentally destroyed. There's nothing to be done. People have tried, making me worse. I just needed to get this off my chest. 

It’s a terrible trauma you’ve experienced.

I used to be called fa***t on a regular basis.....and even that feels bad.

I am a straight male, too.

My mother has also been traumatized. That’s why she became a therapist.

The experience has left me mentally and emotionally hacked to pieces. It's a surprise I'm still alive. I've tried therapy, but the issue is so deeply imbedded. Fortunately a few ladies know me intimately, not only as heterosexual but as a feminist too.