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03 Jan 2015, 12:33 pm

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the last year and a half of REAL LIFE MIRACLE IN RECOVERY that for now is me. :)

Interesting, because it was actually about a year and a half ago that my shift occurred, or began, also. I'm not sure I would call mine a miracle though, although it felt like it when it began. Sounds like you're trying to compliment there in that post. Just that "normal" and "empathic" I'm not so sure I view in a positive light these days. Not that it matters though. Now, this is not the kind of stuff I like to talk about, as I said I'm not a big fan of emotion. I think I said that my shift seems to have been a kind of Christ consiousness at first, then gradually seems to have been my rejection of "Christ" perhaps, at least partly, although I can have a bit of a Christ thing going at times still, and that I sometimes seem to have become more psychopathic. In this context I found an interesting article recently, of which I have read half. It's an analysis of Nightcrawler, which I find interesting to read also because it's a different philosophizing around that movie than the philosophizing I did when I had watched it. He speculates that the accident scene in the beginning represents some kind of spiritual awakening, phoenix burning down and rising from the ashes, and marking the beginning of a new development, some form of initiation. The character was kind of wandering around aimlessly before that event and became more of a psychopath and more aggressive afterwards. That, if you take it as an analogy for more abstract things, and not being about career and such, does seem to resemble my development to some degree.

http://21stcenturywire.com/2014/11/29/parasitic-prowl-analysis-of-the-hollywood-pyschodrama-nightcrawler/



In my opinion a shift in global (cosmic) consciousness did occur about a year to two or so ago, as I as a 'recovering empath' could feel in the 'air all around me'.

Now to be crystal clear there is no science known to prove this now or THEN.

But I for sure am not the only one BY 'FAR' who has independently come to the same conclusion across the globe.

There is OBVIOUSLY NOT A Mayan apocalypse; only a shift of consciousness as truly prophetically predicted 'then' per what is now, no matter what is IS then, as sychronicity IS then and now both, as now is all there IS.

But again, this is so far beyond 'normal' rationality that most people cannot even begin to put it into any human words, even if they clearly observe it beyond mind of words.

I am an 'observer' more than a 'speaker', per input and or output.

My words are only a speck of the Universe that is the perception of my mind of the Universe 'it sees'.

And people 'say' I 'talk' a lot. ;)

They will never know the depth of my mind, and the Universe I for one see, if that is the case, as it goes infinitely further than these words alone, and always has.

And I suspect there are many more like me diagnosed or not on the Autism Spectrum, including you of course that I recognized almost immediately in my conversation with you about the matrix that is still documented here, some months ago.

There is truly no time, distance, or even space in true reality that is now TRUE FULL human mind as is.

To know that NOW is only to know NOW in truest potential peace of mind AND NIRVANA/BLISS that I for one am fortunate enough to know now AS MY TRUE REALITY, no matter what the 'forms of these words' 'look like' from a 'distance'. :)

And of course, as usual, admittingly, this WILL BE mostly or all gibberish to folks who have not 'seen' this 'NOW' yet. :)

And it is rare to extremely rare that someone comes along who can even 'see' part of what I am speaking to here.

And always like A breath of fresh when I do, as it IS here NOW.


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03 Jan 2015, 7:13 pm

You're insane.


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03 Jan 2015, 7:24 pm

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You're insane.


Thanks to the internet, we can safely observe this insanity from a very long distance. :wink:



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03 Jan 2015, 7:26 pm

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You're insane.


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04 Jan 2015, 12:05 am

1401b wrote:
You're insane.



Suscinct and to the point. :D


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04 Jan 2015, 2:01 am

WELL..LET'S PUT it this way.. I am INSANE enough to attract literally over one hundred girls to brilliantly smile with me.. at one of the top 100 dance clubs in the U.S.A..
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evidenced here:

http://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

My wife still looks like she is 21 as evidenced also in the link above.. and she freely allows me to dance with all my girl FRIENDS AT THE dance club.. and even happily takes her photo with some of my favorite one's too...

At age 54, I can now leg press 830LBS.. with my legs on Nautilus free weight parallel leg press machine.. but if ya like I'll only take credit for one of the reps illustrated nicely here at 810LBS.. while another one of my early twenties girl FRIEND says Holy sh** in the background.



And the other 11 reps to go along with that one is nicely illustrated in the blog post linked in the description section of the YouTube video.

I am financially independent for the rest of my life. My house is almost paid for, and I do whatever the HELL I WANT TO DO wherever I go, including close to 3000 miles of super cool martial arts mixed with ballet style dance walk now in the 17th month of doing that where literally hundreds of really pretty girls have taken videos of me and distributed them to literally thousands of their friends on Facebook.. as I inspire my entire metro area to get out of the BOX AND DANCE FREE WITH MOTHER NATURE TRUE.. AKA GOD..LIKE OUR ANCESTORS DID.. around a fire of love.. in connection that is ALL THAT TRULY COUNTS IN LIFE AND THE TRUEST survival that matters.. of HUMAN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

Oh.. yeah.. and I WRITE poetry just for fun.. with 982,241 views on just my Google Plus web page linked here for evidence too...

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Kate Mia
17 followers|982,241 views


https://plus.google.com/+KateMia/posts

Hope you enjoy your sanity, one tenth, as much as I enjoy my TOTALLY INSANE AUTISTIC SUPER POWERS, EVIDENCED ABOVE. ;)

YOU CAN KEEP IT, IF YA LIKE, as a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Meanwhile, I WILL WILL MY OWN WAY, AS IRREFUTABLY EVIDENCED ABOVE. ;)


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04 Jan 2015, 2:17 am

Aghogday, pardon me for asking, are your Kate Mia?



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04 Jan 2015, 2:26 am

ooOoOoOAnaOoOoOoo wrote:
Aghogday, pardon me for asking, are your Kate Mia?


Yes.. that's just one of my pen names for poetry. :)

And you are always welcome to ask me ANYTHING.. AS I FOR one am an open book.. everywhere i go.. with A FULL BODY of work on the INTERNET TOO. :)


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04 Jan 2015, 2:57 am

aghogday wrote:
ooOoOoOAnaOoOoOoo wrote:
Aghogday, pardon me for asking, are your Kate Mia?


Yes.. that's just one of my pen names for poetry. :)

And you are always welcome to ask me ANYTHING.. AS I FOR one am an open book.. everywhere i go.. with A FULL BODY of work on the INTERNET TOO. :)


Thanks for clearing things up, Aghogday. I thought maybe your wife and you shared accounts and that was her name. It's cool to have pen names and different personas.



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04 Jan 2015, 3:02 am

ooOoOoOAnaOoOoOoo wrote:
aghogday wrote:
ooOoOoOAnaOoOoOoo wrote:
Aghogday, pardon me for asking, are your Kate Mia?


Yes.. that's just one of my pen names for poetry. :)

And you are always welcome to ask me ANYTHING.. AS I FOR one am an open book.. everywhere i go.. with A FULL BODY of work on the INTERNET TOO. :)


Thanks for clearing things up, Aghogday. I thought maybe your wife and you shared accounts and that was her name. It's cool to have pen names and different personas.


You are welcome.. and I did choose a form of my wife's name out of love...

Her first two names are Katrina Mia.

I do not use my last name.. on the Internet.. In recognition of the 'crazies' that ARE truly out tHere.. in ways of psychopathic dead hearted souls.....

An nah.. technically not crazy.. just without a soul.. per 'those' ways of psychopathic dead hearted souls......


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04 Jan 2015, 3:06 am

From aghogday's link,
This cat looks dead... 8O

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But it got better :P


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04 Jan 2015, 3:22 am

Looks like he's having a Meow Moment or imitating a possum. One of my cats is orange but not as bright an orange as that one. He is more like a pumpkin pie orange sorta.



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04 Jan 2015, 3:49 am

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From aghogday's link,
This cat looks dead... 8O

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But it got better :P


He's a neighborhood cat that keeps forgetting where he lives.. as he has decided we will be his owners...

And he is yawning.. but he does look rather uncomfortable in that photo..:)

And yes.. later on down in the pictures...

'THIS KAT' STARTS SMILING.. TOO..;)

and ALL the other 'LITTLE' kitties too....;)

LIFE IS GOOD.

AND THAT IS ALL THAT COUNTS.

PERIOD. ;)

OH.. AND IF YOU NOTICED synchronicity at PLAY AGAIN...

IN A few of the photos I was wearing a Sheldon Cooper T-Shirt.. that says:

'I'm not Insane my mother had me tested.'

And by the way, when I was twenty-one she did...

And then later the professionals said I was brilliant instead.. with off the chart STANDARD I.Q.

I have been blessed and cursed in life.. and damned to literal human hell too FOR MORE THAN A FEW NOWS OR HOURS.

But my life now is so amazing that I WILL wish IT on Jesus IF HE CAN COME BACK AGAIN.. REINCARNATION STYLE and truly IS all they say he is.. per deserving what I have now... as irrefutably evidenced as HEAVEN NOW.. ON EARTH.. ^^^ above..
or below with my birthday
6-6-60.
That's part of what happens when one does NOT use ALL caps per ^^^.

Perhaps that is part of why my wife still never ages at 44.. as I love her.. SO MUCH.

Who knows.. perhaps it is 'good' to be on my 'good side'.. overall....

Per that Karma thingy.....

Trust me.. life is much stranger than most folks know NOW here.

And nah.. science WILL likely NEVER TOUCH what I for one know now.. with no words at all.

And nah.. I haven't touched on that here..

and probably WILL NOT..
AS IT IS A WASTE OF TIME with closed minds.. overall..
and words will not do it.. anyway.. at least not yet...
And yes.. tHere are definitely exceptions.. to most every rule. ;)


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04 Jan 2015, 6:20 am

@aghogday

I think it's very interesting to read about your story. You said you had something in common with me, but as of my current situation we are at different places. I said I have experienced Christ consciousness. I might be insane, and many have viewed me as that, but there are clearly different flavors of insanity. I'll keep seeking my truth, and neither being called insane nor dead hearted soul obstructs my search for truth. Your story reminds me of Matisyahu, who went from this style:

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to this style:

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supposedly because he saw the light. I remain open to you having more wisdom than me as I said before, and as I said you are older than me. But personally I remain skeptical of anything that involves dance clubs and lots of party-dressed make-up wearing girls, for my own private reasons.



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04 Jan 2015, 7:13 am

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And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
Romans 12:2

Right now it seems like you and I have chosen pretty much opposite paths. What exactly "conformed to this world" means I don't know. But whereas none of us seem to conform to the majority on this forum, you seem to have gone in the opposite direction from me and embraced the physical world, whereas I to some extent seem to have chosen to embrace the alienation and mental illness and whatnot and seem to be trying to dig the hole deeper, perhaps hoping to come out in China (the opposite side...) whereas you seem to have decided to jump out of the hole. Here, I challenge you to up your level of craziness and compete with this guy. :) I might join later on.



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04 Jan 2015, 8:51 am

aghogday wrote:
OH.. AND IF YOU NOTICED synchronicity at PLAY AGAIN...

IN A few of the photos I was wearing a Sheldon Cooper T-Shirt.. that says:

'I'm not Insane my mother had me tested.'

8O Is it a sign?


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