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09 Jun 2016, 1:15 pm

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4 or 5 at maximum. I worry too much about the future or live in the yesterday instead of the present moment.


I do that too.



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10 Jun 2016, 3:16 pm

+1


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10 Jun 2016, 6:11 pm

-5


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10 Jun 2016, 7:06 pm

8 - busy but it's enjoyable stuff. also did better than expected on a test this morning.



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11 Jun 2016, 10:28 am

-5. Just generally falling apart over nothing today.



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21 Jun 2016, 1:35 am

-10


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21 Jun 2016, 2:27 pm

Was about a +8 earlier this afternoon, about a +5 atm. Good mood after morning sex.



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22 Jun 2016, 6:18 am

5



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22 Jun 2016, 11:31 am

I don't know what number I am currently at but I am going thru probably my worst bout of depression I've ever had, I'm going into the clinic tomorrow so maybe they will help I don't know. I've been so up and down lately, I don't feel like I have control over it anymore and I'm just wallowing. -10 I guess I dunno

I'm in my head 24/7



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22 Jun 2016, 12:05 pm

Probably a 1 with the progress I am continuing, highest I've been for many years which is nice, can't see it going above that for a while but it's better than being permanently hovering in the minus minefield.



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23 Jun 2016, 1:17 am

well, i still have a goddamned bucket of syrup in the back of my throat, but i got my drivers license yesterday, experienced tongue kissing, turned 19 (groan) and i think i may have gotten a job offer.

interesting week.

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23 Jun 2016, 7:38 am

Congrats on the Driver's License!

Don't tell me you think you're getting OLD LOL



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23 Jun 2016, 7:59 am

-5, probably headed down.

Listening to the same old tape of insults in my head.

If I'm careful about my interactions, then I'm withdrawn and about as much fun as a bowl of cold oatmeal.

If I'm not extremely careful, then I'm disrespectful and offensive.

If I make sure to put out, then nobody likes obligation sex.

If I don't, then I'm cold and selfish and not meeting Teir 1 needs.

If I tell the truth, then I'm broken and bad.

If I tell them what they want to hear, then I'm lying and I'm bad.

No matter what I do, it doesn't matter what I do. I'm bad.

Dying sounds good. I'm tired.


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23 Jun 2016, 5:21 pm

-1 right now. Which is darn good to be me lately.



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24 Jun 2016, 10:12 am

+2.

I still hate me, myself, and the consequences of this goddamn disease. Yeah, it COULD be something other than a curse...

...and that just makes me madder, because it is what my society chooses to make it, and the people closest to me have made their choice painfully clear.

But I don't have a lot of housework, and there's some chips and salsa hanging around, and sour cream in the fridge, and I have two or three days alone with my Littles who I don't have to pretend anything for.

And right now my dominant thoughts are about pole beans, impatiens, and where I might be able to grow some hollyhocks, because they're really pretty and the mallow family is useful.


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24 Jun 2016, 12:18 pm

And then there's Apiaceae. Carrots are useful. Parsley is useful. Celery is useful. Dill is useful.

Of course, I note that Conium maculatum and the Cicuta genus are dead useful too...

I wonder if they count as native wild flowers. :evil: :twisted: :evil: :twisted:


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