Rjaye wrote:
Are the gay guys worth knowing? Are they nice guys or are they just looking for sex? Maybe making friends can make you forget about romance for a while.
Sometimes when we focus on a hurt, whether it's a splinter or a mutilated heart, we notice every little thing about it--how it throbs, how it bleeds, whether it's normal, the frustration...And when we look outside of ourselves, it seems every situation just refocuses us right back on the bloody, weeping wound we're carrying within ourselves--whether it be jerks supposedly picking up women we find attractive, or loving couples, or little kids throwing crap at each other like monkeys.
Take a break, Snake. I don't think you can become gay, though there's a very slim chance you could be bi. Who knows? Do something else. Join a gym. Learn basketweaving. Find a new infatuation that doesn't involve women or sex or romance for a while.
Or go to a counselor. Some people do that. Some people find help that way.
Just do something completely different. Join a matchmaking service. I don't know.
Take care of yourself. While you're not too young to feel awful about this, you are too young to give up. I don't think you're really going to give up, but you need something to take your mind off this situation for a while. It's like breaking your leg over and over--your self-esteem is getting a beatdown.
I dunno. Take a bubble bath, and have a beer.
Much metta, Rjaye
I'm going to have to argee. If you not born with bisexual or homosexual tendencies it's futile to try to get them.
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