Marknis wrote:
Why did I dream of having a wife and family when life denied me?
You can still have a wife and family, how old were you again.
Some in my family had a family pass 40.
I could still have a family but I don't want to because I haven't lived a life in accordance to having a family. Gov, drugs, surveillance, issues with law in the past, I am simply not a family man unfortunately...
Even though I squeaky clean now, it follows you and it becomes
False
Evidence
Appearing
Real. It'll never go away, its a wound that I have to live with for life. Fair? Not hardly but I was let go just to stumble greater. Its sad but so long as I live in this country, I'll will never have a family
I am turning 30 this summer but I am so far behind others in my age range as far as social skills go and it feels like catching up is impossible. I feel like there's a cutoff age to learning social skills and I've already passed it.