I will feel so stupid to post something like this, but I am feeling lonely right now.
I have always wanted to be in a relationship since high school. I'm 19 and a sophomore in college. I'm literally surrounded by couples and I know of people asking each other out. I feel like I'm the only one who has never dated, had her first kiss, nada. I know there's something wrong with me. Besides being autistic, I feel so ugly. I dress very poorly. I have bad social skills, so talking to people is a daily challenge for me. I have a lot of different interests than everyone else, and when I try to describe myself, I feel like a wannabe or someone who is just never going to be good enough.
I also realized that I am attracted to both genders. I have made accounts on several dating websites, and I get no matches. This is frustrating to me. I know my main priority right now is school, but the thought of never being in a relationship is irritating me so much... I want to bang my head repeatedly until I knock myself into a coma. I know I will never find someone who will like me.
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I made this account three years ago and I deeply regret my username
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