the fact that you sent an email to someone who didn't receive it warmly - and let you know of that, plus that you say you struggle with self control, tells me you may have trouble knowing boundaries and when it is appropriate to "make a move". in which case, that is one of the most pervasive struggles across aspies, so you are certainly not alone.
what's so strange about liking a pretty voice? who'd want an ugly voice?
i find certain deep voices on women...irresistible...
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