No I am successfully working NOT for 12 years, but with age some things changing, last years I just was an artist.
These days I am a gardener for fun and vegetables, helping at the house (which I glad fully found) where I live and planning to start my empire (haha, but maybe it works O_O).
So now after I watched over a decade these living beings around me, I have realized that they are just kids, don't know what to do, the bible is right, but I was not that often on earth to know this circumstances.
Most people here don't believe any more in good or reading the bible, which is their fault, most ones also don't want to know about history, they are pretty good about forgetting, but that is a common human problem.
I moved to the countryside a month ago, but it is hard on another way than the city, but I don't need to talk so much here and can enjoy the nature, animals and silence.
It all comes from believing in god and mind manifestation, but you also must know and feel the right moment, timing is everything and then you need to have the balls and courage to make it!
That's how real winning is done.
So now I have a little perspective, it is no complete bad and BS place and maybe I can find some paying jobs I like.
It could be much worse, I could also be homeless now, but god has given me this house with lands, animals and careing people (which are in a way good, but also normal ppl).
So I should be very happy, but feeling also really weird and lonely these days.
What I really need is a great MILF with big tits or a good girl, hopefully I find one tomorrow, then I have to go to the fkcing Jobcenter, which pays my rent.
cya