Matthew chapter11 verse 28-30. Jesus says, "Come to me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and i will give you rest. "Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for i am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. "For my yoke is easy and My burden is light.
You have something that some people can never have , kids and a Husband, a family wow. You need to count your blessings, you have a lot, dont waste your time on drink and drugs. They rot the mind. And you've done them enough already.
Kind Regards, Nay.