Existentially - wasting my whole life screwing around doing nothing. Being nothing, making no positive difference to anything, going nowhere, seeing nothing, having no experiences in this life. Just going around and around in my same small repetitive corner of the world and never having lived a full life. Always makes me think of Pink Floyd's lyrics "just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year." Ugh. I freak out that I'll never be free, never be independent, never get away from my relatives, never have a life of my own at all.
Mundanely - larger spiders in the car, so I either get trapped in there with them or swerve/crash into traffic and die. There was a news story recently of a six-car pileup caused by a huge spider falling from the roof ONTO THE DRIVER'S HEAD. Same goes for big spiders just popping up in bizarre places - which they do. In washing baskets, in beds, in the house, etc. I don't want fast, large spiders anywhere near me.
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Alexithymia - 147 points.
Low-Verbal.