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We're All Going To Die
Yes, some day we all will.
When I was a child, 4 or 5 years old, our 11th floor neighbor hit the ground about 10 feet away from me as mom and I were coming out of our apartment building. I still distinctly remember the sound a body makes as it smacks tree leaves on the way down and the blunt thud it makes when it hits. My mom's face was scared and pale when I turned to her. We never spoke of it.
Since then as a child I always pictured going on my own terms, thinking that it is a normal thing for people, choosing the time to end. I didn't know about the stigma surrounding suicide. I wasn't scared of death because I assumed it would be my choice. I got more acquainted with it when I was a teenager.
It wasn't until early adulthood that I fully understood the absolute and finality of death, I became afraid, it started to occupy my thoughts. Then I understood the inevitability of it and the powerlessness against it.
You're going to die.
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Enjoy the silence.
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