Yesterday after my shower, I was itching, I was scratching too, I made myself bleed. If my psoriasis gets too bad, I might end up in the hospital, when I was in the hospital before cuz of my psoriasis, it was pretty bad, I lost feelings in my legs, I could not walk at all, there was good news since I was so sick, I didn’t have a period for 5 months.
And THEY are making things harder for me, I been having meltdowns, I had two big meltdowns, I was banging my head against the wall, I wanted to rip out my hair, I wanted to throw things, I wanted to rip my nightgown off, I rip of 2 of my buttons. This was my second big meltdown, I knew it was going to happen, I lost it when someone came in & ordering me to take a shower.