i almost did. we did mostly everything a BF and BF would do, aside from the touching.
hell, she even pulled me aside once and asked me if she wanted me to be her (actual) gf.
then i froze up
didn't say anything
and it went all downhill from there
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הייתי צוללת עכשיו למים
הכי, הכי עמוקים
לא לשמוע כלום
לא לדעת כלום
וזה הכל אהובי, זה הכל.