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Cannot maintain a job for more than about 1 year, occasionally max 3 years due to communication problems. After spending some time in a job, without ever any advancement in career, I am always either sacked or forced to resign really badly. Social relations of any kind are absolutely impossible to me, except with my wife but she doesn't love me like a wife, or friend, more like a carer or something. Have no known family whatsoever except for my mother, but she refuses to accept that I have any problem whatsoever and focuses instead on her own mental illnesses. I have communication problems and cannot hold any conversation whatsoever without the eventual listener pulling out after few seconds. Wife menaces 3 or 4 times a day almost every day to leave me, if she does it I will not have anybody at all on planet Earth. I was planning before meeting my wife to let myself die on the street. I will resume that plan when she will leave me. I reckon it is just a matter of time. She is very different from me in everything. Cannot find any similarity whatsoever. I think she would be glad if she could leave me without feeling guilty.