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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Dreams |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Replies: 13
Views: 1,307
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Today dreamt about trying to drive a car through a tunnel. Afraid of crashing. Some large dolls in the tunnel. Out of control.
Dreamt about holding onto a balloon and physically levitating |
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Forum: Health, Fitness, and Sports Topic: chocolate |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Replies: 89
Views: 19,583
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| Pancake Waffle Pizza Stroganoff Calzone Sugar salt fat Ruffles Ice cream Sheet cake Muffins scones pie cupcake Tuna salad Fried chicken Been feeling like I have been dying. On the other hand been feeling like that since 12 and 42 now and still not dead Indulge Out of control Binge Gorge |
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Forum: Work and finding a Job Topic: Fifty pounds |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Replies: 63
Views: 17,961
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Even when I carry bananas or groceries home from the supermarket they feel heavy
Pretty soon I have to drag a wagon, like the loser that I am
Financially broke
Physically weak
Dissociated
Socially awkward
Emotionally fragile
Surreal |
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Forum: Work and finding a Job Topic: Awards |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Posted: Yesterday, 9:54 pm
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Gardener junjie got a homer award. That boy had the nerve to comment on my block of tofu (rolls eyes)
Queen Angela w got plenty of awards
Lumber Lili got a Homer and a lot of bravos |
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Forum: Work and finding a Job Topic: coworker trying to get me made redundant |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Posted: Yesterday, 9:51 pm
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Replies: 66
Views: 16,558
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On Sunday, did not have to load anything with tattle tale tom
Thank Buddha
Heard him on the walkie talkie
That was it
Saw him in the locker room and neither one said anything
He said hi to plumbing associate RM though
I put on a belt and a cap in the locker room |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Anyone like walkie-talkies? |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Posted: Yesterday, 9:44 pm
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Replies: 15
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| My dumpster fire job makes lot attendants carry walkie talkies and I hate them A lot of static Sometimes they just turn off Sometimes they pick up other buildings Sometimes I am in the litterbox or doing something and I can't answer immediately but the self righteous idiot head cashier Angela d or D... |
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Forum: Work and finding a Job Topic: Walkie talkie |
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Posted: Yesterday, 9:40 pm
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Replies: 1
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| Head cashier Angela d and Angela w have the nerve to call at every slightest thing and sometimes I am on the litterbox and I try to ignore it but those stupid lil girls keep flapping their traps. Head cashier DF sagging jeans. They make me wanna puke Then sometimes when I call them they don't answer... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you HAPPY today. |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Posted: Yesterday, 9:30 pm
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Replies: 35,796
Views: 1,597,293
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Did not have to work today
Nobody bothered me today
Weight |
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Forum: Health, Fitness, and Sports Topic: Sleep difficulty |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Posted: Yesterday, 10:34 am
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Replies: 19
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| 8:30pm to 2 am slept fine. Tried and failed to sleep until 3:30am. Breakfast. (Litterbox). Applied for jobs. Felt like sending resumes down a black hole. (2 hour nap) |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Dreams |
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Posted: Yesterday, 10:32 am
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Replies: 13
Views: 1,307
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| Dreamt about getting locked inside a train |
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Forum: Health, Fitness, and Sports Topic: Sleep difficulty |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Posted: 07 Jul 2025, 8:41 pm
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Replies: 19
Views: 10,858
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| slept 10:30pm to 3:00am. (litterbox). stayed in bed trying and failing to sleep til 4. (litterbox). tried and failed to sleep until 5am. breakfast. litterbox. applied for a job. litterbox. 90 minute nap. litterbox. jogging. stopped 4x for litterbox. |
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Forum: Work and finding a Job Topic: Fifty pounds |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Posted: 07 Jul 2025, 8:37 pm
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Replies: 63
Views: 17,961
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yesterday loaded
Mantis Tiller
ten bricks
one lumber. felt like it was way under fifty pounds, but the customer and Old Man Roy and i had a lot of difficulty putting it into her car. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you HAPPY today. |
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Posted: 07 Jul 2025, 8:29 pm
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Replies: 35,796
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bus came quickly
jogging
no back pain
didn't have to load anything with tattletale tom |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you UNHAPPY today. |
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Posted: 07 Jul 2025, 8:27 pm
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Replies: 34,636
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| almost got hit by a car customer had the nerve to ask if i spoke english and then put his paw on my shoulder. (rolls eyes). ("keep your hands to yourself!"). (puke!). some idiot on the bus barking @ me and i didn't even say or do anything. i just ignored the whole thing. ("pick your b... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Dreams |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Posted: 07 Jul 2025, 3:51 pm
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Replies: 13
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Today dreamt that tattle tale tom was telling someone that he did all the heavy lifting and I did nothing
Tattle tale tom has had an immediate drastic and permanent impact on me.
He gets away with things because he is having sex with the boss |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Want to completely overhaul my "life" |
| shortfatbalduglyman |
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Posted: 07 Jul 2025, 12:05 am
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Replies: 7
Views: 334
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| Autistic burnout Sick, tired and bored of everyone and everything, especially myself. Exhausted all the time Dissociated Financially broke No car Surreal Have to be close to a Litterbox at all times Trouble sleeping Physically weak Zero "friends" Almost getting hit by cars at work. Not goo... |
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