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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I feel really insecure about my diagnoses sometimes |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 23 May 2025, 11:58 am
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I'll sometimes just get very insecure. It's like a feeling of shame. I know I shouldn't feel that way and I don't want to. It just washes over me sometimes. Sometimes I get it just from looking at photos of a waiting room or anything that reminds me of my experiences. I've been in a lot of waiting r... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Is it possible to get rid of constant anxiety? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 23 May 2025, 11:35 am
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It feels like I can never be comfortable. My stomach always feels achy. It sucks. The only time I wasn't anxious is when I thought I was a prophet. It seems like I either have to have that or anxiety. When I'm anxious I have the more scary hallucinations like being told to be afraid when I'm trying ... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Rants |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 20 Apr 2025, 11:18 am
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Replies: 9,494 Views: 725,595
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So annoyed with people online. I try to find people with a similar music taste. However only the trolls reply. It makes me angry. Don't reply if you don't like it. |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: what are you listening to THIS VERY SECOND? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 13 Apr 2025, 7:07 pm
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Replies: 66,192 Views: 2,651,267
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Strawberry Wine- Deana Carter. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you HAPPY today. |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 13 Apr 2025, 10:37 am
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Replies: 35,655 Views: 1,580,334
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Listening to music. Music exploration is my special interest. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Last thing ya bought? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 13 Apr 2025, 10:33 am
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Replies: 6,896 Views: 310,212
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: In one word, how do you feel right now? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 13 Apr 2025, 10:32 am
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Replies: 27,298 Views: 1,024,313
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What are you drinking right now? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 13 Apr 2025, 10:32 am
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Replies: 10,636 Views: 427,173
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Forum: Adult Autism Issues Topic: I need help |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 11 Apr 2025, 2:47 pm
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Replies: 8 Views: 154
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A guy I met got weird, like really weird. He refused to meet in public, tried to get me to have unprotected sex which I refused, tried to get me to move in, mentioned my appearance, pressured me to smoke weed. I've only met him 4 times. I went no contact cause he's creepy imo. He hasn't gotten the h... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Building a healing playlist |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 04 Apr 2025, 8:51 pm
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Replies: 3 Views: 2,781
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I'm building a playlist that's kind of unconventional. It's a lot of instrumental music, ambient music, some recordings of nature, classical, jazz etc. It's for me to listen to when I'm anxious. Its not for everyone as the variety is huge. However I'm liking it so far. Ive been exploring a lot of mu... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: Friend refuses to make any effort |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 04 Apr 2025, 8:38 pm
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Replies: 2 Views: 5,451
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They tell me I talk about my interests too much. Yet they literally never ask me questions, never really listen to me etc. I'm patient yet I don't know how I can when they refuse in that they say they can't ask me questions because when I talk it overwhelms them. Im trying to get space lately. I'm s... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Say Something Random: psychological Conditions Version |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 28 Mar 2025, 6:51 pm
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Replies: 1,073 Views: 147,102
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Couldn't sleep last night. Went to bed at 5 in the morning and woke up at 10. I'm feeling like I'm not going to sleep again. I was really scared last night. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 28 Mar 2025, 4:14 pm
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Replies: 35,650 Views: 2,019,210
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5. I'm ok. Feel weird as I didn't really sleep last night. |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Public stims vs at home stims |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 28 Mar 2025, 10:44 am
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Replies: 4 Views: 4,290
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I have to stim a lot. I used to get made fun of for flapping my hands. I don't do it anymore. In public I just rub my fingers together or move them.
At home I like to spin in circles, rock, or pace. Sometimes I want to do those things in public but don't want a strange reaction. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: What to do when people aren't nice? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 28 Mar 2025, 1:12 am
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I've had people laugh at me or just visibly judge me. Sometimes I go to a restaurant and I'm not always looking my best. I think I once heard one of the employees say I was "crazy". Sometimes I get that on the bus too. I think I even hallucinated in public and I'm embarrassed about it. I t... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I probably won't be independent but it's ok |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 28 Mar 2025, 12:49 am
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Replies: 9 Views: 3,670
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I think that's ok. I used to feel ashamed about it. But I think part of maturing for me is accepting things, Being able to be reasonable about my support needs, and not being so ashamed. I do need help with my hygeine, cleaning, laundry etc. I can do them on my own but I need a lot of reminders. I n... |
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