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Forum: The Haven Topic: What destroyed your life? |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 20 Nov 2022, 4:34 pm
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Replies: 47
Views: 1,670
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| Klonopin. Chemically dependent, been on it for 10 years now. 6mg daily. Going to a rehab facility soon. Scary to think that my brain needs these chemicals now. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Isolation |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 16 Jun 2021, 5:04 am
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Replies: 3
Views: 219
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| I've been alone all my life, I've never known love. I feel like that's too late for me, I'm almost 25. I have two friends in person and I never see them because they've moved on with their adult lives and moved away. The feeling of being disconnected increases every day. I have severe anxiety and ag... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I’m Not Feeling Good |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2021, 3:35 am
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Replies: 12
Views: 422
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| Hi Kitty4670. I'm so sorry for your loss, please don't end your life. I know there are times when it's horribly bleak but there are always ways to find happiness and manage whatever is going on in your life. |
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Forum: Off the Wall: Forum Games, Quizzes, Roleplaying, etc. Topic: Post a movie and replace one word with Ghost |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 18 Apr 2021, 9:43 am
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Replies: 4,814
Views: 45,218
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Forum: Off the Wall: Forum Games, Quizzes, Roleplaying, etc. Topic: Post a movie and replace one word with Ghost |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 18 Apr 2021, 9:41 am
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Replies: 4,814
Views: 45,218
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Trying to hold on to my sanity |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 16 Apr 2021, 12:24 pm
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Replies: 12
Views: 183
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Thank you.  |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Trying to hold on to my sanity |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 16 Apr 2021, 10:17 am
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Replies: 12
Views: 183
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| I apologize for making this thread, I just felt so incredibly burnt out and I didn't really have anyone to talk to at the time. Thank you so much for the support |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Trying to hold on to my sanity |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 16 Apr 2021, 10:15 am
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Replies: 12
Views: 183
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| Last summer I had a urinary tract infection with a fever but I was afraid the fever was due to Covid. So I got tested and got in to see the doctor promptly. I was so focused on Covid that I missed other symptoms. Don't feel bad that you jumped to the wrong conclusion with your stomach flu (or whate... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: The end-times are very soon and I'm unhappy about that |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 16 Apr 2021, 5:53 am
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Replies: 36
Views: 865
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| The Bible is a book of historic, moral / philosophical teachings delivered in the form of vague, allegorical tales. It isn't very precise about anything, and the key messages are often deliberately twisted and "reinvented" by modern day religious leaders. Indeed it's arguable that much of... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Trying to hold on to my sanity |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 16 Apr 2021, 5:45 am
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Replies: 12
Views: 183
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| Thank you very much for the responses and kind words...I went to CBT from early 2017 to late 2019 and it did really help me. Maybe I need that structure again. I guess this 'meltdown' started when I got the stomach flu about a month ago. I went through a lot of different beliefs in my head about wha... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Trying to hold on to my sanity |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 15 Apr 2021, 6:46 pm
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Replies: 12
Views: 183
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| New existential intrusive thoughts, and a sudden reappearance of intrusive thoughts from 2012 that I thought would never come back. Always having existential intrusive thoughts like "what if I'm God and my thoughts control reality" (the most prominent and disturbing one that I have to let ... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you UNHAPPY today. |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 15 Apr 2021, 1:31 pm
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Replies: 32,002
Views: 1,121,863
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you happy today. |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 15 Apr 2021, 1:58 am
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Replies: 32,997
Views: 1,335,156
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| Took selfies in the bathroom and was happy with them. I usually have to break out the tripod, take dozens of careful photos, and I only get a couple shots I'm happy with. But today (yesterday, actually) I took half a dozen selfies and was happy with two of them. I got to show off fitting into new e... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What song are you listening to now? |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 15 Apr 2021, 12:04 am
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Replies: 31,565
Views: 1,656,741
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Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: Hi, I'm new here. |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 15 Apr 2021, 12:03 am
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Replies: 8
Views: 656
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Yes, I have felt that way too
Welcome and I hope you find some comfort in this place |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Interview the person below you |
| Blue_Blake |
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Posted: 14 Apr 2021, 11:58 pm
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Replies: 66,857
Views: 1,956,812
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| I have a music studio here with a drum kit, countless guitars, keyboards, steel drums, a sitar, and other instruments I can't even name. It's very cool that you play drums too. I know and like a lot of the bands you mentioned including Cheap Trick with whom I was obsessed in 1979. I've seen them li... |
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