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 Forum: The Haven   Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent

Posted: 16 Jul 2009, 1:20 am 

Replies: 4,272
Views: 437,176


Dear you, Do I really miss you or have I only convinced myself out of habit that I do? I know some days, like right now, I do miss the way you could make me smile, just because I knew you would always be there for me. But then I screwed up, and I lost that. And I lost something I'll never get back. ...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: What keeps you from committing suicide?

Posted: 16 Jul 2009, 12:28 am 

Replies: 151
Views: 14,107


I used to have reasons for not doing it. One of them was a friend who I thought actually cared what happened to me, but turns out I was very wrong about that. I really don't care about my family, because they don't really care about me. I'll miss my pets though. Some say it's a permanent solution to...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: And down go the pieces, all over again

Posted: 13 Oct 2008, 10:54 pm 

Replies: 7
Views: 1,132


my god.
this is pretty much sounding like a carbon copy of my life right now.
i wish i could help you...
*hugs*

 Forum: General Autism Discussion   Topic: Energy Drinks...and the weird effects

Posted: 13 Oct 2008, 10:02 pm 

Replies: 26
Views: 2,524


i think i may have to try some of these. i used ot use caffeine pills last time i was seriously depressed...these sound a lot more fun!

 Forum: Love and Dating   Topic: Asperger and Bi-Polar

Posted: 13 Oct 2008, 7:26 pm 

Replies: 7
Views: 939


as a bipolar myself, i understand your frustration, only because i have seen first hand what this can do to any relationship, be it a friendship or a romantic relationship. i wish there was some magic answer to this, but there isn't. we are a difficult breed. lol. seriously. best you can do is try t...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

Posted: 30 Sep 2008, 11:41 pm 

Replies: 31,920
Views: 1,578,561


-10 and then some.
crash and burn.
wanting to be dead.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent

Posted: 30 Sep 2008, 11:36 pm 

Replies: 4,272
Views: 437,176


dear you, why aren't you here? i'm in that place again...that bad place. i need you to talk me down like you always do. but i'll never ask for your help again... you won't let me. i won't let me. now what am i supposed to do? it really hurts. i need you... but i don't want you to help me. me.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

Posted: 30 Sep 2008, 9:22 pm 

Replies: 31,920
Views: 1,578,561


i think at some point today, (maybe last night?) i know i made it briefly to a +10...my mood swings have become so off the scale, it's scary. now i'm heading right back down again...currently sitting at about -5 and dropping. i don't know what's worse - the highs or the lows.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent

Posted: 30 Sep 2008, 12:46 am 

Replies: 4,272
Views: 437,176


dear you (same old you)
i'm still in my euphoric state of hypomania.
i don't want to go to bed and miss anything...
everything is so wonderfully clear...
i just wish you could see it all too.
it's quite beautiful, really.
everything that is, was and will be.
including you.
*hugs*

me.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: Killing yourself

Posted: 29 Sep 2008, 11:41 pm 

Replies: 63
Views: 14,862


i've thought about it many times...too many times. not-so-serious-enough-to-actually-die attempts...a few. i was lucky enough to find a friend who actually helped me deal with things and changed my life for the better...got me pointed in the right direction. i was very lucky the last two times those...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

Posted: 29 Sep 2008, 11:31 pm 

Replies: 31,920
Views: 1,578,561


i'm now at -10...yay!
that's actually waaayyyy up.
i'm gonna be okay. ^_^

 Forum: Art, Writing, and Music   Topic: Why do people complain when I don't move around in a solo?

Posted: 29 Sep 2008, 12:31 pm 

Replies: 9
Views: 1,343


i used to get tormented for the exact same thing. i would NEVER move on stage while performing. ever. i would find my place, and i'd just stand there and play. and sing. and that was it. the other guys in the band were quite the showmen...and i was just that weird chick in black who never moved...ac...

 Forum: Adult Autism Issues   Topic: If 100 people post on this topic, I won't kill myself.

Posted: 28 Sep 2008, 6:00 pm 

Replies: 44
Views: 1,191


if it helps i'll be 28.

 Forum: Getting to know each other   Topic: I'm on my way

Posted: 26 Sep 2008, 7:13 pm 

Replies: 13
Views: 999


thanks tim! that means a lot, actually.

 Forum: Getting to know each other   Topic: I'm on my way

Posted: 25 Sep 2008, 10:39 pm 

Replies: 13
Views: 999


you didn't tell me you were leaving...and me just coming back!
i know where to find you anyways.
and you know where i am.
and i'll find you soon...
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