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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Do you deny your ASD? |
| hechz |
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Posted: 13 Apr 2011, 5:38 pm
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Replies: 32
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| I doubt mine, despite two independent diagnosis... so I do not volunteer it unless directly queried. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Origami |
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Posted: 11 Mar 2011, 11:44 pm
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Replies: 7
Views: 945
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| as a child and teen, but when I got into computers I let it slide. |
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Forum: Computers, Math, Science, and Technology Topic: Need a C++ compiler |
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Posted: 11 Mar 2011, 11:43 pm
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Replies: 23
Views: 2,936
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http://www.cygwin.com
is a unix-like suite of software for windows. In the install you may install development utilities such as GCC (GNU C Compiler) and much more. For a development environment Eclipse (eclipse.org) is very good. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: losing it... |
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Posted: 12 Feb 2009, 11:22 am
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Replies: 7
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| ha! Routine is the only way I have any hope of having any recollection what I "supposed" to be doing. |
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Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: MARS |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 6:48 pm
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Replies: 7
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Forum: The Haven Topic: losing it... |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 5:33 pm
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| Interesting that you should raise both of those points, I talk myself out of even trying at times for those exact reasons. It is far too often that I am on a first date, and am not even paying attention as I talk. I do not have to because the interaction is so rote and mechanical. I have a habit of ... |
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Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: MARS |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 4:49 pm
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| The ironic bit is that my mom was trying NOT to give me a name of which it would be easy to make fun. She never even noticed my initials. It is kind of my identity now too. When I am angry at the world I can be the god of war!! ! |
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Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: MARS |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 3:57 pm
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Replies: 7
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| I am MARS, those are my initials so it ends up being my nom-de guerre. I am 30 and gay and live in Brooklyn. I had friends, but keep blowing up my friendships, I've tried dating but suck at it. I want to settle down and start a family more than anything in the world, but know that it will never happ... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: Clingy |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 3:52 pm
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| I hug you... I just did the same thing I blew-up the only friendship I had by being too "clingy". I am not sure what we're supposed to do. We get so lonely and merely crave human contact and love, but can't get because we need it. |
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Forum: Adult Autism Issues Topic: Homosexual Aspergerians ? |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 3:46 pm
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Replies: 28
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| I'm also new here and a gay-aspie. As often as this comes up, I think a new forum could be created on WP. If not that, then I have half a mind to go off and start our own! |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: My Future Terrifies Me. |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 3:38 pm
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Replies: 19
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| I am 30 and still exhibit a lot of those traits, but I live on my own. I write notes in dry-erase marker on surfaces all over the house. I cross things out, I never do them in order, and I forget what I am doing in the middle of it. At work I am a SysAdmin, so I work in isolation and get to have som... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: probably a waste of time reading this selfishnes |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 3:32 pm
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Replies: 30
Views: 3,176
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| sunshower, you and I are in the same situation. All I can offer is a virtual hug, and a hope that it abates. I hope that you'll return the favor. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dunno what to do. |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 3:29 pm
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| I feel exactly the same. When I was a teenager I was a raver, and it was the only time in my life where I was able to be social and meet people. It was 'cause I was doing E all of the time, but it really allowed me to talk to people, it was so nice. I get so anxious now I do not even leave the house... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 3:19 pm
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Forum: The Haven Topic: losing it... |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 3:17 pm
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| thanks for commiserating, i'm glad i am not screaming into the wind. it is a shame that we're so far flung. i am not religious, but if there is a god this is truly a sick-fscking joke. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: losing it... |
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Posted: 11 Feb 2009, 1:20 pm
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Replies: 7
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| I am really feeling that I am on the cusp of losing it completely. I push it all down under the surface, and I guess I am able to hold it together from an external perspective, even my psychiatrists thinks I am "fine", but I do not trust him enough to tell him what is actually going on in my head. I... |
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