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 Forum: The Haven   Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

Posted: 20 Mar 2011, 9:50 am 

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+5

A bit unstable, but it's something; only when you hit your lowest point can you get any higher. ;) Flirting around with psychology and philosophy, existentialism and all that.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

Posted: 19 Mar 2011, 9:14 pm 

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-10. Fell out of honors eligibility, thus crushing any hope of having something physical to prove that I have any worth. My father's attempt to break the family's abusive cycle failed. Apparently I failed, too. My 8 year old brother hates me. Damn it, dad, it's your fault. Or your father's. Or... da...

 Forum: Adult Autism Issues   Topic: What's better than sex? Anything?

Posted: 19 Mar 2011, 6:37 pm 

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What's better than sex? Everything. Anything but sex... it's comparable to a drug addiction, if you ask me. Specific examples? I dunno, music? Although "everything" encompasses quite a bit. To each his own. I try not to overdo anything, but I do anyway. Too much of anything is not good, despite my ...

 Forum: Adult Autism Issues   Topic: What's better than sex? Anything?

Posted: 19 Mar 2011, 3:12 am 

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What's better than sex?

Everything.

Anything but sex... it's comparable to a drug addiction, if you ask me.

Specific examples? I dunno, music? Although "everything" encompasses quite a bit.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

Posted: 19 Mar 2011, 3:05 am 

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It's like +5 and -5 at the same time, so possibly 0.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

Posted: 17 Mar 2011, 4:35 pm 

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0. Although the scale's acting funny lately. I like to think of it lately as three-dimensional. One minute it's +11, a few hours later, -19, then if positive is right and negative is left, the next morning it would be north/up or something while later than night it would be below the midpoint. Maybe...

 Forum: Random Discussion   Topic: The B*tching And Moaning Thread

Posted: 17 Mar 2011, 4:22 pm 

Replies: 518
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I just kind of hate everything. f**k it all. I feel like I've wasted my entire childhood running away from all of my problems that I was too helpless to control... and I don't care if I'm 18, I don't see the chance to start over again, I want to keep running away. Escapism. And in the next hour or ...

 Forum: Random Discussion   Topic: The B*tching And Moaning Thread

Posted: 14 Mar 2011, 9:04 pm 

Replies: 518
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I just kind of hate everything. f**k it all. I feel like I've wasted my entire childhood running away from all of my problems that I was too helpless to control... and I don't care if I'm 18, I don't see the chance to start over again, I want to keep running away. Escapism. And in the next hour or s...

 Forum: Adult Autism Issues   Topic: What does D: mean?

Posted: 07 Mar 2011, 11:51 pm 

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I think of it as a helpless kind of fear... like...

D:>

Treat the ">" sign like eyebrows. It's sad, but scared in some manner or shocked by some fact or something. Taken off guard.

 Forum: Adult Autism Issues   Topic: Anyone disgusted by a big penis???

Posted: 07 Mar 2011, 11:36 pm 

Replies: 139
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I wonder what being disgusted by a vagina means...

 Forum: Adult Autism Issues   Topic: I hate sex (and I'm male); Why?

Posted: 07 Mar 2011, 11:32 pm 

Replies: 27
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I think I end up having a high sex drive, and I have heard there were drugs that could block peoples' sex drives, like one I just randomly found here: http://www.libidno.com/. Now, if I just randomly took drugs as I found them, I'd certainly go for something like that. Otherwise, honestly, I'll just...

 Forum: Art, Writing, and Music   Topic: Artificial/Pinch Harmonics?

Posted: 04 Mar 2011, 12:24 am 

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Artificial Harmonics, think of playing them as if you're not completely "fretting" a note. Take the D string's 12th fret, and gently put your finger on the string. Don't push the string down to the fretboard as if you were going to normally hit the note, instead, just leave your finger on the string...

 Forum: Art, Writing, and Music   Topic: When you play an instrument...

Posted: 04 Mar 2011, 12:16 am 

Replies: 32
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I remember last year while still in high school, even when depression was at it's downright worst (including suicidal ideation, just to show the extremity), I always looked forward to one thing: Jazz band music practice. It was so freaking early in the morning, had to wake up at 5:30. Yet, just show...

 Forum: Art, Writing, and Music   Topic: Music genres you can't stand...

Posted: 04 Mar 2011, 12:02 am 

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There's nothing necessarily wrong with rap, it's just not music. It belongs more with poetry. There's no melody, no harmony, or anything in rap music, there's only some rhythm which in itself is very rarely creative enough to compensate for the lack of "music" put into the "songs". Poetry can have a...

 Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions   Topic: Dissociative Disorder?

Posted: 01 Mar 2011, 12:54 pm 

Replies: 10
Views: 3,363


I'm about to see my therapist soon, so I'll bring it up to him. Try to be as specific and clear to them as possible. Print out your post if you have to , I'm serious! One thing I have noticed is when vague stuff is described to doctors, they start making weird guesses. Good Luck! I hope you have a ...

 Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions   Topic: Dissociative Disorder?

Posted: 01 Mar 2011, 9:26 am 

Replies: 10
Views: 3,363


I'm about to see my therapist soon, so I'll bring it up to him.
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