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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Severe Video game addiction, playing 9+ hours a day |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 24 Mar 2013, 5:01 am
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I've been addicted to a MUD based video since 2000 (I started when I was 12) called Gemstone IV (formerly Gemstone III) I have aspergers and I had trouble picking up social cues as a kid. Before the game and common in 4th and 3rd grade, I'd just sit on the benches and cry. I couldn't figure out how ... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: I keep getting tricked by people. Having no friends sucks. |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 13 Mar 2013, 5:21 pm
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I've think I've had one or two friends in my life. Not really best friends either, just people I did things with daily or semi daily basis. I always had trouble making friends as a kid. I'm now 25,but in elementary school I'd go up to other picks my age and ask them, trying to be their friend, "Do y... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Losing joy in everything, feeling alienated and disattached |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 11 Mar 2013, 12:30 pm
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Thank you so much. That explains why I know my dad loves me (He'll do things like play video games me, watch a show with me, show me stuff sometimes on TV he wants me to see) but never shows it the "right" way. its just constantly demeaning. Your thought proceses on this give me a whole new perspect... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Losing joy in everything, feeling alienated and disattached |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 10 Mar 2013, 10:56 am
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Since I was a teenager, I've never really felt love from my father. I guess i knew he loved me, but he never showed it. He'd constantly (and still does,I have to live with him) belittles me, criticizes me, and then when he calls me something pretty mean, he denies it and calls me "delusional". Says ... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: depressed, hurting and crying (kind of personal, my story..) |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 08 Dec 2012, 7:52 pm
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Heres a story of a good Brahmin, one of my favorites and another : Good Brahmin by Voltaire Kafka (Literature): Bachelor's Ill Luck by Franz Kafka Translated by Willa and Edwin Muir It seems so dreadful to stay a bachelor, to become an old man struggling to keep one's dignity while begging for an in... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: depressed, hurting and crying (kind of personal, my story..) |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 08 Dec 2012, 7:10 pm
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Hurting and crying Maybe it's weird to cry for a guy... I take anti depressant meds but can't stop crying about me knowing I have an ED and no one to listen, talk to, or cares or understands. It's gotten progressively worse since I became extremely fit and muscular with the loose skin, (some, nor to... |
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Forum: Health, Fitness, and Sports Topic: Losing weight tips - and eating healthy on a budget tips |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 25 Aug 2012, 5:32 pm
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To best lose weight, eat less, and exercise more. It really is as simple as that. In fact, you don't even need to exercise to lose weight; just eat less and healthy. Simple. And I study this stuff, so I do know what I am talking about. I can go into more detail, but I can't be bothered at the momen... |
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Forum: Health, Fitness, and Sports Topic: Losing weight tips - and eating healthy on a budget tips |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 22 Aug 2012, 4:38 pm
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Hi guys, I lost 101 lbs 2 or 3 years ago and have maintained it now for over a year. I wanted to try and make a comprehensive thread on how to lose weight, maintain it, healthy diet, excerise, and strength training, and eating healthy on a budget (I live in poverty and still manage to eat healthy) f... |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: Heartbreak? What's going on? |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 17 Aug 2012, 12:41 am
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All my life I've tried to supplement my hard work in my magic tricks, college, vocarious reading of much literature, fictional and non, reading encylopedias,trying to fill some void, instead of love with relationships, I never had or have. I've managed some success in my magic, and losing 101 lbs, b... |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: Some creative stuff with magic |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 29 Jul 2012, 2:16 pm
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I do magic tricks. Here's a couple of my tricks. And a magic video I helped produce in and did the japanese/english dubbing/voice overs/english correction (Not me performing in this "monster DVD" although I helped make it). It took 6 months. Monster Video Link Magic DVD Ponta The smith [youtube]http... |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: How many of you are on OKcupid? |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 29 Jul 2012, 1:52 pm
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I'm on OKcupid. Pretty much given up on that stupid website and all dating in general. I guess something on my profile screams out "unconfident" or "nerdy!" or "red flag! stay away!" or something because even if most women there are very shallow, (or some, at least), I am in good shape and it doesn'... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I attempted suicide |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 29 Jul 2012, 1:45 pm
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Nintendogurl, I did too in the pschy hospital, twice, as I felt no one cared and became so depressed about being isolated and feeling alone/and being alone all the time with no friends, never having been in a relationship, unable to pick up on social clues from women at all. Losing 101 lbs and getti... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Feel isolated - can't relate to social norms |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 04 Jun 2012, 3:20 pm
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The most frustrating thing about being an aspie. I don't feel I agree at all with social norms of society. War sickens me. Yet society cheers its patriots.. because we are right and others are wrong. I won't go on about this, but no one else agrees. I see what's on television and the narristic, supe... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Riding a Bicycle. |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 11 Feb 2012, 12:50 pm
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I learned to ride a bike when I was 12 or so, from my best and only friend at the time who's family later cut me off. It was hard at first, but now I can go very far and do marathons. I'm going for a 65 mile bike ride /century ride March 31st. Farthest I've gone is 40 miles. Going to have to prepare... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Some interests... |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 11 Feb 2012, 12:47 pm
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What are you're interests? Do you ever get so involved with your interest that you forget to eat, sleep, or do anything else? I have a very wide area ofinterests but a few I alawys cmoe back to. Numismatics, Japanese (the language), and Magic (Illusions) . Also, something I always come back to is th... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Why... |
GoldCoinLover |
Posted: 11 Feb 2012, 12:29 pm
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I have to talk about this. All my life i've been extremely honest, naive, and extremely loyal to everyone around me. I'll give 3 examples because its really getting on my nerves now and getting me really angry.I don't like complaining about my problems but sometimes I need to vent, is that ok? Maybe... |
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