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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 25 Sep 2008, 10:23 pm
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-1,000,000
and that's up from earlier.
and definately better than yesterday.
at least the locks are off the drug cabinet and knife drawers. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 25 Sep 2008, 10:20 pm
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| dear jonny, (that would be...you) i'm sorry. i wish i could change your mind. i wish i could do it over again. i wish i could do everything different. i wish i could do everything right. i wish i had had more time. i wish i had my dx earlier so i could have fixed the problems or at least realized wh... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 30 Jul 2008, 1:18 am
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| dear you, obviously, i keep missing something. i thought we were going to talk tonight. eventually i'll learn that i'm not high enough on your huge list of friends to be remembered about. i was there, waiting for you. i was waiting for a reply to that last message i sent, too. seems all i do is wait... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: My depression screws up my friendships |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 04 Jun 2008, 12:23 am
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| one of the most recent ones was when i became suicidal. it is amazing how quickly people disappear when they hear that "suicide" word...i thought just the depression was bad for that. My friends have stuck by all through my suicide attempt, but I'm just so scared they're goint to snap and hate me :... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Has anyone with AS or NLD ever taken SCUBA diving lessons? |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 03 Jun 2008, 11:18 pm
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| i know i had some issues when i got certified. in the pool, i lost my regulator (as part of the exercise) and couldn't retrieve it...panicked and shot out of the water, narrowly missing the slide that was right above me...i also had problems when i had to remove my mask and then put it back on and c... |
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Forum: News and Current Events Topic: Canada To Ban 60% Of All Supplements! Act Now! |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 02 Jun 2008, 9:53 pm
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| can you please tell me where it says that it will be strictly controlling vitamin and mineral supplements? from what i read, it more has to do more with the regulation and control (read as standarization ) of nhp's. this is NOT a bad thing. for years i worked in retail in a pharmacy environment, whe... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: Ending a Friendship |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 25 May 2008, 1:04 am
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| this is one of the hardest things i've had go deal with myself. i have a friendship that i have had to think the very same way about, for much the very same reasons. it's not an easy thing...knowing how much you want to remain friends with that person, but also knowing that it would be easier for bo... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: My depression screws up my friendships |
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Posted: 25 May 2008, 12:46 am
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| i completly relate to what you're talking about. i have lost more friends because of my depression. but i don't think it's just the depression alone that did it for me. i have other issues that contribute to it that i didn't realize. one of the most recent ones was when i became suicidal. it is amaz... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 22 May 2008, 2:24 am
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| dear you i don't know how i could have made things any worse. i hope i live to talk to you again. it really hurts right now. i just don't know what to do anymore. i'm so so sorry for everything, for everything i've ever said to you, for everytime i upset you, for every time i hurt you. you know i di... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
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Posted: 19 May 2008, 9:50 pm
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| dear you, when are you going to realize that when i say i dont need to talk to you means that i probably really do? *sigh* i just wish i could have said that i needed to, but i was practicing at not being so egocentric. i was taking your feelings into consideration before mine...but i still feel pre... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Do you lack the drive to progress in life? |
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Posted: 19 May 2008, 6:36 pm
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| i know the exact feeling. there have been so many things that i have wanted to do in my life, but have figured that i'm 'not good enough' or like you say, 'not worth it' in my own mind to pursue these things. even when it comes to that farm in the country, i even have my eye on the property that onc... |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: Wayyyy deep! |
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Posted: 19 May 2008, 12:02 am
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| i'm happy for you! it is amazing what the feeling of being loved will do for you, to have that feeling of being made to feel like you matter in this world. it does wonders for depression...i know this, because recently i have experienced the same thing. unfortunately for me, it did not work out as i... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 17 May 2008, 8:14 pm
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Replies: 35,371
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i'm feelin kinda empty right now. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
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Posted: 17 May 2008, 8:12 pm
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| dear you i really miss talking to you. i know you're busy, and i know that i shouldn't pester you about it. but...i miss having you around. i'm mad at you...but i'm not. and you're probably the only one who would understand why, if i were to explain it to you. *sigh* i don't miss you the same way i ... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: How do I stop obsessing over something that makes me angry? |
| sodarktheshadows |
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Posted: 17 May 2008, 1:33 am
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| One thing I would like to do is to describe what I feel you could have done better in the situation. It would be okay for you to get angry at me as I do this - that actually would be the point. It might help you work out your anger at a safe person, who won't get upset if you attack her. It might a... |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: Be my wife |
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Posted: 16 May 2008, 1:48 am
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Replies: 15
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| I'd like a wife too. someone to cook and clean and look after me. nice. ^^^^This is why with most women, the amount of work they have to do doubles when they get married. I vow never to be that kind of hubby, sensory defensiveness be damned. if you can last more than five years being married and ST... |
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