purchase wrote:
Ah. I've been trying the bury-posts-in-more-posts method and what it comes down to is I regret even "nothing" posts. Cause I'm weird. Well thank you much, in any case.
purchase, I feel the same way how you feel about past posts. I wish there was a way too.
For me, at the time I post, I write, read, re-read, and sometimes I'm okay with it for a short while, and then I wish I could delete my entire profile.
I've always been a private person, mainly because I've always known I'm weird and I've even been called weird by people I respect (i.e.; they are not joking around). It's okay when I'm joking around to be called weird (yes, sometimes I laugh at myself), but it can be hurtful to be called weird when I'm being serious....and also I don't want people to know that much about me.
I also realized though, if I'm going to feel like I can communicate with others who may share a similar issue, then I have to be willing to share too.
Edit to add: I wish ALL forum topics here were for registered users only except maybe one designated area could be open for non-members.
PS: the WP twitter feed weirds me out, and I don't like that this place is "google searchable" either.
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Aspie score: 161 of 200
Neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 38 of 200
Autistic/BAP -123 aloof, 124 rigid and 108 pragmatic
Autism Spectrum quotient: 41, Empathy Quotient: 19