10 years is an awfully long time to wait. Its really sad how people don't get listened too and get palmed off (some people are just in the wrong jobs). I've struggled with fitting in, anxiety and bouts of depression since I can remember, not really knowing or understanding why. My counsellor was a lovely lady, and I'm very grateful that she's helping me get to the root of my problems. I suppose not all people are bad after all 
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