Hey, Im a newbie too, I cannot believe I have gone 44 years not having a clue I was Aspergers, and all my anxiety ridden social experiences felt like I was on LSD, I thought I was just a troubled existentialist who thought too much about these things during overwhelming social environments. LOL. The more I read about all the things an Aspie goes through in public socializing, its amazing for me to learn that I am not the only one and my coping mechanisms were very unhealthy to begin with when I was a teenager and young adult, alcohol would be my way to try and mask the anxiety. Not good at all. Then I began to meet more conscious and sensitive people when I lived in Central and South America and I didn't need to hide my anxiety or who I was around such folks. I miss these friends I made as have had to move from country to country for a number of years for various reasons beyond my control. Now I am in Spain, yet another new country for me, and its proving hard to connect with folks even though I speak Spanish. So I am here and relearning about who I am.
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”The Antevasin was an in-betweener. He was a border-dweller. He lived in sight of both worlds, but he looked toward the unknown. And he was a scholar.”
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love
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Neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 172 of 200
Neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 45 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)