Chunkymicken...
ok...psyc isnt ALL bull...just very frustrating to me.
I speak more as a "client" of psyc then a student...
My main issues were with Fraud....I mean Frued..Froid?ok I cant spell,,,,you know the guy with the oral fetish who was a coke head,lusted after his daughter and thought I wanted to either have sex with my father or have his penis?....uhm...nope.
Also have "issues "with the fact that "theories" are presented as "theories" but put in practice as if they were hard science....mainly because nuts like me have been used as geniepigs for so many years...(not sure why its called guinpig when they se rats?)
First there was the slant that(advocated by many different theories who just used different term for the same concept)we are "victems" of our childhoods.Obviously we are influenced by our environment as children but humans are so,so complex...I hate the over simplification and generalization of many of theories.(like I am doing now,no doubt
)I spent alot of time being asked to recall painful experiences of my life...focussing on them...reliving them...rolling around in them like a pig in mud...end result,had some interesting theories about why I am so "weird"...lack of putting any of this into perspective for me...just turned me into feeling like a "victem"and being more self centered...
Then,there was the whole...every messed up person MUST have been sexually abused(remember the whitch hunts of the 80"s?)The more you deny there was any sexual abuse the more "indenial" and "repressing" you are doing....
Now,they have swung to the other extream...everything is chemical...I know very few people who arent or havent been put on anti-depressants...any theories about how psychologically unhealthy our current society is that might be "creating" so much depression?Not much....to believe so makes me dellussional,depressed or paranoid.
two theories that I found interesting were "existential angst"....and one counsler I had, "eclectic"but used alot of RET with me...at least this one made some logical sense to me...
My counsler said..."It doesnt matter if what you think is correct..in only matters that it is making you miserable to think those thoughts and the thoughts are leading to actions that are self destructive and nonproductive"...that I could relate to....so I just avoided reading things that made me "think" to much.
Seems to work for most of society...they are happier then me...they just watch alot of TV and spend time in social situations that involve any real depth of issues(I went to see alot of bands in bars)
So now,I'm dumber and alot happier
Its been 12 years since I tried any kind of "therapy",but recently discovered AS and became fascinated
I am currently in process of DX...if true,could explain alot of the gaps left unanswered by past therapys
Hope I am on the right track and not just deluding myself with something new and trendy...
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