RedMage wrote:
postpaleo, what did you do for fun as a child?
That's kind of a tough one for me, a lot of this is, because I'm older, I just can't remember a lot of it anymore. Some of my past comes to me better with certian meds, as does writing and general functioning. Writing anything at all, is very new to me, very new. I think I only had one English teacher that didn't end up slapping me in class at some point in a year. My first doseage of the one I'm doing now was a huge breath of freash air, still messing with the drugs and it's a very hard road to travel, been doing it now for 10? years. Bipolar has been the thrust of it, we'll see if this changes the tactics now that I found the aspie test to be so dead on, in alot of the questions.
Well for starters, I'm an only child, I entertained myself and still can. Alone isn't a bad place for me at all, I rather like it, not always has this been the case. I have a poor conception of what normal is, I assume others think like me and am constantly startled that they don't see what I see. I can float through the normal world very well, when all my coping skills are working and I can push myself. So what one might see for a kid growing up in a little town in the 50's early 60's America was me. Baseball, cowboys and Indians, cub scouts, boy scouts, running through the woods, building forts, you name it I was most likely doing it. It was in school where I had my problems and this condition, for that matter a lot of the mental conditions, just plain wasn't understood, so trauma was invlolved. All the tests I took told my parents I was supposed to be smart, but my school work was the complete opposite. I guess I was more bendable when I was younger, I'm less so now and my head butts up against the machine more often. Chess was a biggie for me, I learned young and it wasn't a common form of entertainment around here. I read a lot too, another form of entertainment that wasn't common amoung my peers

The dorks, pfffft, lol. Umm I liked women alot too and I never thought I was good looking when I was young, I found, and still do, looking at myself embarressing. My wife tells me I was and I guess I was or I'd have never had any girlfriends at all. Women and me is another story and not a pretty one, but I understand it now and yes, they would fit in with your question about entertainment. Self medication would be the more correct term. That isn't a story for here though.