NeantHumain wrote:
[*] Experiences things as more vivid at times, more dull and flat at others
Kinda like how the first time I'll hear a piece of music or see a movie it'll really blow me away, and then a few listens/views later just seem boring? Or conversely, the first time I saw the twist in 'Fight Club' I just thought it was kinda weird, but on the 2nd & 3rd viewings I got really big chills up my spine
[*] Feels bodily sensations with no identifiable cause
YES!! !!
[*] Sees things that aren't there
Not Really
[*] Nebulous feelings of being watched or persecuted
At times...
[*] Cognitive disorganization
???
- Tangentiality in conversation
- Racing thoughts
- Difficulty finding words
- Invents new words or uses words with nonstandard meanings
- Loses train of thought
Yes, yes, yes.....
[*] Introverted anhedonia
- Little pleasure in life
- Lack of emotional expression
- Afraid of unfamiliar situations
- Anxious
Off and on, for all of those
[*] Impulsive nonconformity
- Bizarre emotional response
I've had some people treat me as though I was having a bizarre emotional reaction. It always seems perfectly sensible to me.
- Behavior that is detrimental to self or others without forethought
Hell, most NTs act like this
At times, when trying to fit in with certain NTs I might get carried away (go from barely speaking to yelling when I got excited in a poker game, we were trying not to disturb the neighbors), but I wouldn't really say that I exhibit this behavior
- Ignores social convention
Most social conventions (of people my age, which is college-age) weren't designed for people like me. Around certain groups if I'm feeling out-of-place, persecuted, looked down upon, etc etc I will sometimes do or say something seemingly random, to either demonstrate my freedom from some invisible world-view or set of values I have no connection to, or just to f**k with people's heads if I really don't like em. I'm trying to think of a specific instance, but none are really coming to mind