Found this place barely a day ago wish i would've found it earlier in my life(diagnosed at 12). But i just thought i was on an island of uniqueness, and got an apt. at 18 and balloned to 424 pounds as depression and loneliness hit(plus terrible roommate situation). Two years later i meet my best friend and he has helped me more than a therapist i saw for 4 year(of course i lied and wouldn't open completly to him SMART) I also had learned how to ride a bike and that helped my confidence now i'm a fresh 21 YAY weigh 307(i'm tall so most people say i'm 250 at most goals around 260) practice mixed martial arts(mostly brazillian jiu jitsu, haven't really started muay tai kick boxing yet but will soon)
I think you guys are all freaking fantastic and as i was telling my best friend. It's great to finally see other people who think and just have the same quirks as me. Even tho we're all different, i instantly identified with the issues some of you have. Also, i lost my virginity this last dec. and had my first gf. in jan. It ended badly(i got obsessive and took far to much advice from people who didn't know anything about how i think or felt and it all fell through), So to those who think it's to hard to get a girl trust me it's not impossible(they're people, sometimes crazy people but we all are) just use what you got i'm very funny and that's my thing so to speak so be happy cuz i love all you guys lol. Be beautiful and be safe, its' a rough world out there
Black kat
10 Aug 2009, 1:44 am
