I've already posted a few things around here, but I figured I had better get down to it and ask myself/the opinions of others if I actually am on the autistic spectrum.
I found out about Asperger's during my junior year in high school while on a church retreat. Someone had asked me whether I was enjoying myself, and I told them I found all of the sounds/stimuli to be overwhelming and therefore not enjoyable. She said I should look up hypersensitivity, and when I did, Aspergers sneaked in there, too, and I was surprised to see how it seemed to fit. I told my mom, and, interestingly, she told me she had always joked about her 'autistic kids'..
Anyway, a run-down:
I definitely have some extreme senses; I am fearful of balloons popping, thunder, and fireworks and am bothered by all kinds of smells everywhere that no one seems to notice. I don't like being touched and cringe
at anyone's face or hair (e.g. leaning on me) in close proximity to any part of my body. My mom actually remarked that my kindergarten teacher told her I would often put my head on the desk with my ears covered..lol..
I have trouble with eye contact. When I do look someone in the eye, it is a little like staring into a void, and I have to force myself. But, I don't seem to have trouble conversing normally. My younger siblings have remarked that I talk about the same things again and again (usually science things that I found interesting and wanted to share) and 'take everything seriously/literally'.
According to my sister, I echo many things I say in some kind of whisper.
I eat the same things every day and become upset if my 'schedule' is messed up.
As a college student, I do not do anything social. At all. :/ I am a bit ashamed to say I do not have a group of true friends that I do things with.
BUT..
I have a lot of empathy (people have remarked about this) and feel guilty or loose sleep over a number of situations involving someone else's suffering.
I actually have proficient fine motor skills.
Those two things didn't seem to fit the description (or at least the stereotype) so much..
..Am I AS after all, or just a shy and inflexible NT?