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Im Nicholas, 31, Male and from Harrogate in the UK

I have registered on this before but i completely forgot my nickname and password il remember im Nicholas1000x now remember it with me i was diagnosed with AS at 25

i have been obssesively trying to fix my mind and behavior since before my diagnosis and i didnt know AS existed which you could say is my obsesion I am aware that im aware that im aware and tamper with my head because i can witness is working and alter how it works with beliefs and ideas im constantly trying to rebuild its structure and keep control of it all

i wont go on about this but i could talk for ages about it

i was very shy till my early twenties but had an epiphany which probably came in the form of a quote and i pushed myself to talk to complete strangers on public transport and anywhere i could i got experience and confidence and stories if you push yourself you will get rewards

reality doesnt seem to mean as much to me than my reengineering i keep clean and clean my flat ok i go to new places sometimes very far away and explore, talk to people and see what happens to me iv been told i shouldnt really do that i cant really stand up for myself i cant deal with the reaction or with any emotional outburst and i think i must seem like a monster at funerals with my lack of empathy theres other things but this message is getting very long goodness i must seem so me me me

im here to meet new people

Hallo, fellow Brit!

You've been very brave to come out, and should be commended for it .

I'm not diagnosed, but it's pretty obvious that I'm AS . I hope you'll find this site as useful as I have - I've already taken various tests and ordered books online, which I think might really help my understanding of this.

I wouldn't worry about the funerals thing - yes, people don't get us, but everyone is different, so hopefully they'll forget about it - least, I hope so, cos I've done exactly the same thing!

Nice to meet you, Nicholas - and welcome greetings to the WP neighborhood.

Thankyou Jet lag

Thankyou Arian what part of britain are you from ? you can get a free bus pass and disability rail card if your diagnosed and claiming disability benefit

You have to be brave to get new abilitys and stories i promise you would be glad you did and i always keep my promises

Do you get to see a lot of new things ? and meet new people ?

Nicholas

Ps Don't worry you dont needs to hope they forget about it they have the past doesnt exist

Welcome to WP!

I'm from Berkshire . I doubt I can claim DB, but then with the government cracking down on benefits, how long would it last?

I agree that searching the world and keeping an open mind is an admirable thing . I cherish all my experiences, good or bad and keep them for future reference, should they become useful at some point!

Do I see and do new stuff... Hmm, not sure if I do, really. When I find something I like, I tend to stick with it because it's safe! I'm willing to try anything once, but I'll only keep doing it if I like it .

So you like the newness of things?

Thankyou Tim_Tex

Welcome to WP

Welcome!

Im in north yorkshire im near york and leeds is berkshire anywhere near london?

if you get diagnosed you can well if i can you can

I like the way you think arian being greatful and learning and doing anything once have you done anything different recently? that you liked ?

i do have things i stick to that i feel comfortable doing usually but sometimes i decide to push myself to do new things and see new things because i like that its improving me i can feel my head being added to and changing we are lucky to be alive so i have to fill it as much as i can with stories

really iv completely twisted my thinking to make going out of my comfort zone more comfortable

To WrongPlanet!! !

Thankyou richie

Welkome to WrongPlanet.

The WP Kink

Thankyou