It seems to be common around here that people are undiagnosed, but still manage to find this place. Someone mentioned the possibility that I could have Asperger('s) because of how I was describing my actions and thoughts, so I started looking and it fits. I'm generally the odd human being out, and people don't tend to stick around too long. I'm in college so I talked to a psych last year because I was an emotional wreck and couldn't calm down anymore. She was very nice and helpful, but her advice for socializing didn't really work. I don't know. I feel that I fit the pattern, and it's something that has gotten worse over time. No matter whether I am or not, I certainly don't understand people. I mimic gestures and patterns and I can actually say where I picked something up--that tends to be rather strange. I've been around people with diagnosed clinical and anxiety and depression, but I wasn't like them.
I don't know. I guess I'm just hoping or support and to not feel so alone and strange for once.
18 Apr 2011, 9:06 am
