Been a rather interesting journey to this point. I have recently been diagnosed with Asperger's, and am still trying to figure out everything. In many ways it is a relief, but I do wish I had known about this earlier. I have always been different, never really fitting in at school, being vulnerable to a lot of people who use others. I also have had a lot of support from friends, who as far as I know are all NT. I hit a low point last year, culminating in a failed suicide attempt. Realizing I needed help I took advantage of my employer's employee assistance program, and that helped with the depression. I was also diagnosed with AS, which was very likely a major contributing factor to my depression. I still have low days, but they are getting fewer and farther in between. Lurking about these boards for awhile has also been a big help, so, thank you everyone!