Hello,
I'm new to the website and I just wanted to say hello and see if I could meet some new people. I recently graduated college, I got a degree in music composition and now I'm working as a sales assistant/cold caller... obviously not a good fit. I was also recently diagnosed with Asperger's having had sensory issues, communication issues, and socializing issues my whole life plus being very focused on certain subjects was causing me a lot of distress, anxiety, and depression. I was relieved to find out all of these issues were all inter-related and that I wasn't slowly going insane... something I had thought was happening to me for many years.
Right now I am hunting for a new job in the music field, while still working my current job. I'm also looking to meet new people who have been diagnosed with Aspergers and new people in general. A little bit about me, I really enjoy music. I play and write music on a regular basis, broadly speaking I like rock, classical, and jazz. My name for this website Mahler7 is a kind of tribute to a composer who is quickly becoming one of my favorites and my favorite symphony by him (at least at the moment). Mahler was a composer at the turn of the 20th century who was probably most famous for the long and large epic symphonies he wrote.
I like the 7th symphony for a lot of reasons, but ultimately it feels a lot more positive and triumphant than his other symphonies, creating a great contrast between his other works, a stand out work if you will. The 7th symphony is one of the few Mahler symphonies without a funeral march, and it's triumphant/heroic sounding finale is unique for him because his other symphonies don't seem to explore this theme to the extent this movement of this symphony does. (A lot of Mahler finales deal with tragedy, redemption, and transformation). The symphony was not well received upon its premiere, most Mahler symphonies weren't when they premiered, but as time progressed Mahler's music became accepted into the standard repertoire. This symphony has never been quite as popular as his others even as time has progressed, with most critics siting the ending as the problem (Critics complained it was too stereotypically triumphant... despite Mahler never having a symphonic movement that sounded close to the triumphant sound that comes from this movement).
This is a great symphony and unique symphony that has a tendency to go unappreciated, but to those who have listened to it know that it can bring about a transformative experience in its listener if it is given a chance. This symphony's place in the critical world sums up my feelings about living in the world today and that is one reason why I appreciate it so much. I can fit in the world I just need to be given a chance and accepted for what I am, something a lot of the critics are not able to do with this symphony. It's triumphant conclusion inspires me to succeed no matter what the odds, and after listening to this symphony a person feels as if they could do anything they wanted.
I believe I could say a lot more on this symphony, but I feel for the time being I have said enough. Looking forward to meeting some new people, thanks for having me.