Hi, I'm new in aspie world. I'm not sure if I'm aspie but I found some shared things with aspies and I need some help to determine if I'm aspie or not and here some of my characteristics. People say I am cold and slow, my heartbeat is about 57 per minute, everything in my body is slow even digestive system. I can't think fast. At university I had problem in the exams because I need longer time than other students. I graduated three years ago and I'm engineer now and employed at governmental company for engineering and consulting. I am always silent and people always ask me " why you don't talk " and I don't know how to reply them. I'm very afraid of future and I always wonder if can I live individually, if can travel and drive a car, if can I get married and have children, etc...
I wish I find some help here and I'm sorry for my bad English.