Hey Calico
Please keep in mind there aren't many people on this site from up here in the northern rockies or anywhere close. I'm not all that far away, in central Idaho, but I'm probably the same age as your grandfather.
I've read quite a few of your posts, though, and I've always gotten a strong impression that you were really good hearted and honest and open to the kind of new experiences that keep life interesting, there aren't too many people in the world I would say that about. A lot of guys are hurting because their wives and girlfriends weren't more like you.
I hope you don't get discouraged even though it may take a while, because when you find the right guy, he'll be glad you found each other. There's a lot of selfish jerks and crazies out there, as you know, but there's also some men out there who are as good as you are.
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They murdered boys in Mississippi. They shot Medgar in the back.
Did you say that wasn't proper? Did you march out on the track?
You were quiet, just like mice. And now you say that we're not nice.
Well thank you buddy for your advice...
-Malvina